♥If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again.
Maybe when the room is empty Maybe when the bottle's full Maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in Maybe when I'm done with thinking Maybe you can think me whole Maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin This can begin
School is dumb, period. Why should we even have the stupid ask and learn thing, a total waste of time! Cannot even submit, waste my time doing ):
And the even dumber thing to do, is to create a Chinese blog, and what for? Holiday homework, and it would be included in CA. Holy Goose By the end of June, 4 own-written essays must be up to achieve your marks.
Airport again yesterday! (: Boyfriend, Atiqah and Fira went. Couldn't really concentrate, hell-loads of people went there, no longer the quiet place ): And we're the
... Muggers of the Airport! Cool huh? Credits to Atiqah!
Just did some notes and so, no more mood already. Ended up staring into space ): Result of Short attention span. Again, lots of gay Banglahs, and saw 2Bayis. Guess what, Atiqah's gonna get married to a Bayi, and she'd play this game with her children. Won't it be fun? (: And we'd pinch her whenever we visit her. ;D
Tmall-ed with Boyfriend, pathetic sushis for dinner ): Gastric in the middle of the night. Serve me right for not listening to him ):
Headache today, poor me again. Bought a bag, identical to Atiqah's. Very summarised, I'm tired.
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your garage band king You could tell me why you just dont fit in And how you're going to be something
Boyfriend, I miss you so. Sorry I can't be of much help when you're down and stressed. I can only look from aside and tell you to loosen up, and I'd always be here. The fact is, I really wish to relieve your stress and cheer you up, however I'm useless. Everything I do, it makes things worse. Makes you feels even more pressurized. Maybe I shouldn't even be here.
Boyfriend, it's alright you can't accompany me tomorrow after school. I don't blame you. In fact I blame myself for not letting you finish your work. I love you, you know I really do. I'm sorry.
Maybe when your hair gets darker Maybe when your eyes get wide Maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more space Maybe when im not so tired Maybe you can step inside Maybe when I look for things that I cant replace I cant replace
If I could be your first real heartache I would do it over again If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
I never thought you'd last I never dreamed you would You watched your life go past You wonder if you should
You know You only burn my bridges You know You just can't let it sink in You could be my heroin Happy Birthday in advance, Cheryl T. <3
Yours Sincerely,
10:05 PM
Saturday, April 28, 2007
♥'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are, all the streetlights shine like they were stars.
Look up, the stars are fading And I am still here waiting To see you again Be with you my friend
Finally I'm awake! Super-ly tired last night, 'cause of the oh-so-boring tuirion which bored the shit outta Susan and I. (: Mrs Wong wasn't here, so a relief teacher came, and went through the SA papers with us. And guess how much I got? ... ... ... A.Total.Pathetic.12/80!
So OMGoose right? I've got a total shock, 'cause I doubt anyone, anyone passed! Asther transfered to Friday's class, and Samantha would be too! (: I missed going shopping with you before tuition! And pon-ing tuition together and sitting atMcDonalds for the whole 2hours! =D
Hopefully Atiqah is well already, 'cause we'd be studying at the Airport again later! Oh, what to do, we're all good kids that wanna score well for the upcoming MYEs! No more stoning today, must concentrate! Guess what I'm gonna study today... Social Studies! Unbelievable huh! (:
Went to Orchard after class yesterday, with both my aunties and my grandama (: Had high-tea at Mariott Hotel, gotten ourselves sooo full that we couldn't eat dinner after that! ;D Went to Fareast to walk around, scouted for Boyfriend, and I saw him! (: But, couldn't look at him, 'cause all my aunties were around, so paiseh. Aunty saw my wallpaper, a photo of Boyfriend and I, and she asked, "That's your boyfriend uh? That time we saw at Whitesands right? Ask him to smile more, face black black, not nice" (: At least she won't baotou, like what my grandpa would ):
Boyfriend was sweet, he came specially to deliver his sweater for me, before tuition, and fetched me to Loyang Point! (: I looked like a penguin wearing his sweater, but he said it looks alright! (: Dear, I love you so bad!
When the moon is gone forever I hope you're up there somewhere I'll see you again Be with you my friend
Anticipating the study session with Boyfriend and Atiqah later on, bet it'd be hilarious, just like the previous ones. K, I'm getting really hungry. Everyone went for breakfast at McDonalds, leaving me alone at home ):
I miss you, Honey!
'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are And all the streetlights shine like they were stars That's where you are
Let's spend tonight on top of the world And we can do anything, We can be anything I'll meet you tonight on top of the world As real as it seems, You're only in my dreams
Look out across the water Faces of lonely daughters and mothers who care But just can't be there Swear that I will see you someday I have to find a way To show you I care Even if you're not there
So I'm following the road to where you are Meet you tonight on top of The streetlights they will guide me to the stars That's where you are
My heart is empty without you Sometimes you don't know what you do And I need you tonight I'll fall asleep and it's alright Close my eyes and I'll be by your side
Yours Sincerely,
10:23 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
♥When you held me tight for this moment in time, pull these words off from my lips, keep them safe, just remember that we wrote
Stars are never out of reach for you just dream Hold out your hand and touch the sky Just dream Tonight
Happy belated Third-month, love! (: The greatest day, 20072401! Thanks dear, for always making my day. Guess I finally realise why we had been quarreling so much, all thanks to my lovely pms. My period is hereeeeeeee! ): Cramps are totally turning my tummy inside out!
Third-month is finally here, and we'll be awaiting our Fourth-month, and many more to come! Dear, you've been really an awesome boyfriend. Its really sweet to always put me in the first place, and always by me. Thank you for going through thick and thin together, I love you! I know I haven't been a good girlfriend, however you didn't mind at all. You're the best I ever had. Alvin T.
You don't care about impossible Something I wish I could learn from you Write me down is the best idea you've had Watch the fire fly cause I struck the match tonight Have been studying alot lately, however it won't seem to help, 'cause it's more of stoning than studying. Went to Airport to study with Alvin and Atiqah after the English papers. Practically picnic-ed there, 'cause our lovely mum, Atima, brought Chicken and bread! (: Studied for History, saw some things that I shouldn't see. It's over already, so I wouldn't mind! (:
WangLiang, Terry, and two other guys came over to study as well. They were trying to di siao the couple hiding behind the walls. But somehow the guy saw, so too bad! Then Atiqah and I brought them to the other couple, near the toilet. And I captured a really tiny picture of them! (:
Dined at Mac for dinner, and poof, reached home around 8plus 9 (: Went for lunch at Whitesands foodcourt, and Alvin and Atiqah watched me eat ): I feel so bad!
The undesirable couple wasn't us! (: Like as if I'd do this kinda acts in public. Unless they say french-kissing is undesirable, then I have totally nothing to say.
When you held me tight for this moment in time Pull these words off from my lips Keep them safe, just remember that we wrote...
There's a hope There's a light And I see it in your eyes And I hope you can see it in mine There's a secret held inside There's a chance and a time That the sky could fall tonight And I will be here at your side
Watch as the ground turns as dark as the shadows cast on them and I disappear How are you perfect when I'm just wasting time Just a ghost inside and I'm waiting for the fall
When you held me tight with a sense in your eyes When I'm with you things are right I'll keep you safe, just remember that we wrote...
Stars are never out of reach for you just dream Hold out your hand and touch the sky Just dream Tonight
Yours Sincerely,
5:29 PM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
♥And if you answer my prayer, I'd cross my heart and I'd swear, endlessly to be true to you
Late at night you call on the phone We talk about the day when you found out he was cheating You tell me that it hurts to the bone To trust someone that way To find out he was decieving And I know I've always just been your friend But if you look my way I'll make sure that you'll never hurt again
A totally insane day! Gone out studying with Atima and Vannesa at the airport (: Met Vannesa at Tampines at 12pm, then took 27 there. Bought snacks from Fairprice, took sky-train from T1 to T2, and settled at the Viewing Mall.
Went to fetch Atima, and "Isam!". Saw a Bayi(?) Luckily I don't play, if not I'll get bruises on my arm! Seriously you'll get to see all kinds of people at the airport. Isam, Bayi(?), Banglah!
Did Math and finished the Revision paper! The E-Math paper was crap. On, on and on... ... Drank 2cups of Mac medium coke. Hadda huge row with Honey, thankfully I didn't cry.
Sorry honey, I've never really place myself in your shoes before. I'm just used to having you, just being the one to start everything. I know it's my fault. I'm really sorry.
Do you know I exist Just to promise you this Endlessly to be true to you And if you answer my prayer I'd cross my heart and I'd swear Endlessly to be true to you And if you'd only see How beautiful you and I would be Endlessly
Took a picture of Atima stoning, I'm nice enough to NOT post it today! Maybe tomorrow, 'cause my phone's charging now. ;D
Loads of Banglah suddenly, all going back India. (: I'm so mean!
Left airport and went to Tmall, stupid bus-driver. Make my blood boil, do I look old to you, you dumb old shit! Vannesa left after reaching Mrt station, to get food for her family. Such a filial kid! (: "Ta yao ni de dian hua hao mah."
Insanity overcame Atima and I, and we went crazy over many things. Practically everything! First, Converse nautical red shoe. Then, Mango clothes and jeans! So nice! But, "wait till I get the money!" ;D We're gonna fast for the next month, not eat anything except nutella bread. We've got a goal! Mango clothes and jeans, Red converse nautical shoe, then red iPod nano! I can never satisfy myself, so materialistic!
On the train was the craziest, climax lah maybe. "Wedding photo, gove that retarded look, the photographer run away!" My mum, gone mad already! "During the yam-sheng time, give that retarded smile, all the guest throw-up!" Okay, I admit, I said this (: We'll be going out again tomorrow, to study! Supposedly to be to Sentosa, however mum said after MYEs, so be it! As long as going out with her, I'm fine with it! I'll be going mad again!
(edit)I totally dislike people who drinks, thank you very much(/edit)
I remember when you fell in love I could not believe that it was not with me I said a secret prayer up above And put my heart away So that you could be free And I know right now your broken in two But did you know my hearts been broken since the day i met you
Sometimes the thing you need is the one thing you can't see If you put your faith in me How beautiful you and I would be
Yours Sincerely,
9:17 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
♥Don't scream anymore my love, 'cause all I want is you
Stoplight lock the door Don't look back Undress in the dark And hide from you All of you
I'm home early! (: Thanks Honey for sending me home! I'm gonna miss you especially bad, 'cause it's Saturday tomorrow, I can't see you, and you're starting work already ):
You'll never know the way your words have haunted me I can't believe you'd ask these things of me You don't know me Now or ever Rather short day, TGIF! ;D Math is really driving me bonkers, indices, surds, quadratic functions and all. But by failing this Mid-year, I got to drop A-maths! ): Oh no!
Studying with that crazy mum of mine is really Hilarious, capital H! Lemme introduce my mum, Atima! She's 76years old this year, she's retained for 6decades. She's got a head of white hair, allergic to new age, and a dead husband who got killed twice today. (:
Will be studying with Vannesa tomorrow, hopefully Liting and Yiling can make it. And hopefully my dad would allow me to go on Sunday! Pray really hard, if not it'd be after Mid-years!
I really gotta study hard, I need to pass all this time round. I don't wanna be looked down on by my relatives. I can do it, definitely! (:
K love, I miss you like crazy, though you've only left for like, 45mins or so? You're really sweet, I love you so bad! He taste like honey, only sweeter. 4days more to our third month, and they'll be many more to come! We'll make it till our A76movie!
You belong to me, my snow white queen There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over Soon I know you'll see, you're just like me Don't scream anymore my love, 'cause all I want is you
Wake up in a dream Frozen fear All your hands on me I can't scream I can't scream
I can't escape the twisted way you think of me I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep I don't sleep
I can't save your life Though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting I'm losing my mind And you just stand there and stare as my world divides
Yours Sincerely,
5:08 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
♥'Cause when you're in my arms, You make me prouder than anything I ever could achieve
I would die for you Lay down my life for you The only thing that means everything to me 'Cause when you're in my arms You make me prouder than Than anything I ever could achieve And you make everything that used to seem so big Seem to be so small since you arrived
Kkk, finally I'm blogging, after like, 3days or so? SYF is overrrrrrrrrrr, and we've a Silver ): Utterly disappointed with the results. Even Mr Nelson Kwei said we could've gotten a GOLD ): Just 'cause of 5notes, we've brought home a Silver.
Dearest Miss Ong, I know you've really done your best for us, our choir. So much we've done wrong, you didn't give up on us. You once said that you didn't like to compare your choirs, however I think you did the right thing when you compared us with Kranji. It really motivated us to get a Gold, with all our hard work.
On the day itself, after finishing the songs, your hands were shaking, really terrible. Everyone thought it was hopeless. But when you told us the true reason, it was actually 'cause you were really touched. Well-done Altos, no wrong notes at all. It's like, never once happened.
While waiting for the results, everyone was so intensed, praying for a Gold. It's still a Silver. Turning behind, your face of disappointment. You're not at all disappointed with us, 'cause you know we've done our best. Thank you Miss Ong, I love you. (Though I know you wouldn't read this, I need to get it outta my head)
On angel's wings, an angelical formation Angel's wings, like letters in the sky Now I know no matter what the question Love is the answer It's written on angel's wings
Seriously I think there's bribery involved. River Valley High actually maintained their "Gold with Honours" though they say out of tune a little in "Everyone Sang". So what if your conductor is Jennifer Tham, our conductor is definitely way better than yours, noob face!
Couldn't really remember what happened yesterday. Except for late last night ): I'm sorry, to cause all those. I love you.
And I often wonder why, Someone as flawed as I Deserves to be as happy as you make me So as the years roll by I'll be there by your side I'll follow you wherever your heart takes me Cause you make everything that used to be so big Seem to be so small since you arrived
Went to school with Honey today morning, he went up to the 4th level with me before going down. Sweet huh? ;D
Studied at Downtown Macdonalds with Honey and Atima (: *squeeky voice*Geraldineeeeeeeeeeeeee! Hilarious I tell'ya! I'm looking forward to Sunday's sun-tanning at Sentosa, love! You'd better be able to make it! (:
Honey, I love you!
Now anyone who's felt the touch of heaven in their lives Will know the way I'm feeling, looking In my baby's eyes That's why I can't bear to be too far away I know that god must love me cause He sent you to me on angel's wings
Yours Sincerely,
9:23 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007
♥You brightened every day, with your sweet smile
I gave you all the love I got I gave you more than I could give I gave you love I gave you all that I have inside And you took my love You took my love
Syf is just tomorrowwwwwwwwww! Omgoose! I'm getting really nervous. And stupid Surin doesn't allow us to not attend classes ): Only get to leave class at like, 10.45am. Which is like goddamn unfair?
Band getta leave class at 9.35am, he allowed then to practice in the morning. He only allowed us to practice in the morning till we begged him. Such an unreasonable principal.
I'm jaded. Thank goodness CCA's gonna stand down after tomorrow. Finally after so many practices, many tortures, and many improvements too. Go choir, it's the last stretch tomorrow. We'll make it through, no matter what! Gold's a goal! It rhymes! (:
Can't believe I actually started mugging so soon. This Mid-year, I really must do well, prove to my parents, do myself proud. 'Cause I would have done my best.
Didn't I tell you What I believe Somebody say that A love like that won't last Didn't I give you All that I've got to give baby
Honey, I'm sorry I've made you sad again today. Sighs, I'm no girlfriend material. Yet you forgive me, over and over again. Thank you so much, for letting me feel the importanve of me with your care and concern. I appreciate it, seriously. I love you, Alvin T. biebie <3
Ouch, I bit my lip. ):
I keep crying I keep trying for you There's nothing like you and I baby
This is no ordinary love No ordinary love
When you came my way You brightened every day With your sweet smile
Keep trying for you Keep crying for you Keep flying for you Keep flying I'm falling and I'm falling
Yours Sincerely,
8:38 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
♥Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad, and once again we're further away from what we never had
I'm definitely much much smarter than you.
I miss my (A) soooo bad! I'm sorry I couldn't call last night, my dad was WIDE awake ): I miss your voice, I miss your hugs, I miss the times you'd playfully blow into my ear ;D
K, serious business. Mid-year is just a week away, I'm so gonna die! Physics and Chemistry, 10chapters each! It's driving me mad! I haven't even grasp the mole concept, balancing equation and all, how to even begin mugging for Midyears? Alvin T., I need you sooo bad! Please, be my tutor and get everything into me before Midyear! There's no such thing as miracles!
Enough of grumbling. I can only study hard from now onwards ):
Till then , lovelies!
There's no sense in regretting what's been said in our yesterdays We can't take back what's done But We can look ahead And I would walk so much further just to know what I'm doing here And there's no end to what I'd give to know just what you meant when you said How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive? Is this another time we can't control our lives?
Yours Sincerely,
9:33 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
♥
The beautiful Singers!
Yours Sincerely,
10:35 PM
♥Staring at your reflection every day, can make or break my heart away
O-M-G! The 4GB Red iPod costs 199bucks! It's like so. GodDamnH.O.T Can some kind soul like, geddit for me, and I'd seriously love you for life! (I'm just kidding!) I'm home from 'tuition'! Dear came to meet me, then went to Tmall to walk around (: I love you honey! Sorry, made you late, and didn't even meet them.
I miss you, I love you, my lovely ;D
Yours Sincerely,
8:12 PM
♥So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
He spends his nights in california Watching the stars on the big screen Then he lies awake and he wonders Why can’t that be me? Cause in his life he’s filled with all these good intentions He’s left a lot of things he’s rather not mention right now Just before he says good night He looks up with a little smile at me And he says
K, the concert was pretty nice, according to Yunjie. But appearing for only 2songs, and they paid 12bucks for it, our voices are worth that much huh!
Went to school as per normal, and we finished school at 12, 'cause it was Speech Day. And Evil Zhao Sen gave us ying yong wen to do during the lesson, and bring it home to finish during the weekends. So much for a day without homework ):
Lunched with (A), Jiaxin, Mingyang in school. Went outta school to get sweets with my lovely (A). At1 we left to prepare, changed and whatever (: And he went home to get his stuffs and BATHE. Let down my hair, 'cause couldn't tie french plaits ): They're like so-damn-cute!
Left for VCH only at around 3? Practise and whatsoever. Dinner was at 5.45pm, sooo early. Our songs were screwed(?), somehow. Gloria was nice! But we went kinda fast? Shima E, the beginning was nice, but the ending chord was like, O-M-G. Choir, we'll do better in the upcoming SYF! Gold! ;D
If I could be like that I would give anything Just to live one day In those shoes If I could be like that What would I do?
(A) was the smartest lah, he like got into the hall without a ticket (: I love you honey, thanks for the lovely rose, it was really sweet of you! <3
Thanks for sending me home though it was so late. Thanks for always putting me in the first place. Thanks for everything you've done for me, my love. For you, I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand. I-love-you!
She spends her days up in the North Park Watching the people as they pass And all she wants is just a little piece of this dream Is that too much to ask? With a safe home And a warm bed On a quiet little street All she wants is just that something to hold on to That’s all she needs
Yours Sincerely,
9:53 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
♥I've seen it all and it's never enough, what keeps leaving me needing you
This day what I want is you There is no one else Who can take your place This day You burned me with your ways You see past all the lies You take it all away
Hell, I'm so god-damn-unlucky, falling sick 6days before SYF is here, and 2days before our concert. Tried drinking a whole bottle of water, drank some herbal tea, took Panadol Cold relief, however nothing seems to work ):
Turned up at 7.30am for choir, practiced all the way till 9am. Chemistry SPA! Pretty intersting. Especially the 'pop' test and the vibrating one (: Mr Tan took a picture with Jomaine with our googles on. History was rather hilarious. Mr Coffee Bean, Mr M&M <3 Lunched with (A) during recess, the rest of the day was rather boring.
Didn't go for choir today, had a really bad flu and sore throat. Went to (A)'s house (: Sorry dear, was pretty irritated. I'll ring you again later, love. I love you, I hope I'll get well soon!
I've seen it all and it's never enough what keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away I've got nothing left to say Just take me away
I try to make my way to you But still I feel so lost I don't know what to say What else to do
Don't give up on me yet Don't forget who I am I know I'm not there yet But don't let me stay here alone
Yours Sincerely,
9:55 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
♥Just like a knight in shining armor, just in time I'll save the day and take you to my castle far away.
In the still of the night I can almost feel you lying next to me Like it used to be
And it's hard to let go When there's always something there remiding me How things could be
I've tried to get you off my mind I've tried to play my part But every time I close to my eyes You're still inside my heart
Caught a movie with my family, finally! After like, a year or so? (: Mr Bean's holiday! Rather boring, quite interesting as well. The dumbest person I've seen! There isn't such a person on Earth right?
My phone's back with me, after such a long wait! (: I miss "Yiling", so bad ): And he's gotten a blog! Click!
Like the stars in the sky You still keep on shining down your light on me but out of reach
And I know that in time You will come back to your senses, see the signs And change your mind
I try to look the other way And keep my heart on hold But every time I'm close to you I lose my self control
School's in tomorrow, and my homeworks are all not done, at all! I'm so gonna get it tomorrow, especially Math. Gonna practice early in the morning tomorrow in preparation for SYF. ): But, we get to miss morning assembly!
Why can't I laugh Why must I cry Give me just one good reason why Why does it rain Here in my heart Every day that we're apart Why can't it be Just you and me What will it take to make you see These are the words To my heartbreak lullaby
I love you, honey.
Yours Sincerely,
7:22 PM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
♥Some things are better left unsaid, our words spoke more this time it seems
Every night I catch you up I never once heard you say stop But right now I wish I had I wish I had the nerve to tell you that I'm a wreck But what really did you expect You never listened to what I said to you
Home from an oh-so-torturing day, finally! Especially my feet, thankfully I brought plasters,if not I won't know what would happen to them (:
1.Choir prcatice, 10am-12.10om 2.Lunch with (A) 3.Changed into our oh-so-gorgeous gown 4.Put on makeup 5.Left for Nanyang JC. 6.Settled down, dry-run and whatsoever. 7.Did lotsa stupid stuff in LT2. 8.Left NY at 6 9.Sang lotsa stuffs in the bus 10.Laughed hell loads, thanks to Ellis and Kenneth.
I'm too lazy to type out everything in details, partly 'cause of the pain in my leg. Hell yeah. (A) waited for me after school, and fetched me home before going out to meet Wang and Jimmy. Now he's home! <3 I'll hold a place for you inside Inside my heart for you and I I won't forget these tears I cry With every year that passes by
an'I can't sleep without you an'I can't breathe anymore
Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes
I'll give it up this time again Some things are better left unsaid And all I have are lasting dreams Our words spoke more this time it seems
Yours Sincerely,
8:29 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
♥My head is a barricade, filled with peaceful thoughts.
Guess mine is not the first heart broken My eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know there's Just no getting over you
You know I'm just a fool who's willing To sit around and wait for you But baby can't you see there's nothing else for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's no where to hide Since you pushed my love aside I'm outta my head hopelessly devoted to you
My head is saying fool forget him My heart is saying don't let go Hold on to the end that's what I intend to do
But now there's no where to hide Since you pushed my love aside Hopelessly devoted to you
Yours Sincerely,
9:15 PM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
♥Jealousy has only got one friend, the timing matters just to take the dose.
I had a change of heart Don’t know where to start What I’m about to say May surprise you But now I see it clear Life ain’t always fair
What can you do When you don’t want to hurt him 'Cause you don’t deserve him And there’s no other way
I’m breaking down I just can’t take it anymore Oh No, I won’t let you go You know I’m coming for you No matter what its gonna take I gotta make this move You're the one, that I choose You know I’m coming for you And I just can’t go another day Without you next to me
Don’t know what to say Guess I’ll take the blame Eventually it was bound to happen I know you played your part I ain’t tryin to make it hard But it’s the right thing to do And you don’t want to hurt him, 'Cause you don’t deserve him There’s no other way
Now that you know the truth Just wanna be with you Can’t hold back, this is real Cause what we share It’s undeniable Don’t want to hide no more Here I am and I’m coming for you
Hey dearest V*. I'm sorry for today. I didn't mean to be like that. To tell you, it wasn't 'cause of (A), however it's you.
Maybe I've been too sensitive, but since you said you don't like people to ps you, so you shouldn't either. You and H* just listen to music like that, then leave me alone there, to be what? Lightbulb huh? I'm not being jealous or what. But, it just doesn't feel very nice. I'm sorry anyway.
Honey, hope you've enjoyed your CIP (: Thankfully I finished choir early and could go back with you! I love you honey!
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you Like I never ever loved no one before you Pretty pretty boy of mine Just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside Make me stay right beside you
You stay a little while And touch me with your smile And what can I say to make you mine To reach out for you in time
Yours Sincerely,
10:21 PM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
♥Dreams can't take the place of loving you, there's gotta be a million reasons why it's true
When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of question, She is wondering how long will you be around. When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few second, She is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL says I love you, She means it. When a GIRL say they miss you, No one in this world can miss you more than her.
If your heart is always searching Can you ever find a home? You have been looking for that someone I can make it on my own Dreams can't take the place of loving you There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true When you look me in the eyes And tell me that you love me Everything's all right When you're right here by my side When you look me in the eyes I catch a glimpse of heaven I find My paradise When you look me in the eyes
How long will I be waiting? To become a better man Gonna tell you that I love you In the best way that I can
I can't take a day without you here You're the light that makes my darkness disappear
Everyday, I search and realize I can reach my tomorrow I can hold my head up high It's all because you're by my side
Yours Sincerely,
10:20 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
♥Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."
2ndApril already! Time really flies huh? It's time to say goodbye to March and Hello to April! I'm a day late though. (:
I'm addicted to some slow songs nowadays, like How To Save A Life, Tiger Lily, the list goes on and on.
I like, Where we are, When we drive, In your car. I like, Where we are, Here.
Cause our lips, Can touch. And our cheeks, Can brush. Our lips can touch, Here.
Where you are the one, the one, That lies close to me. Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly." I fell in love, in love, With you suddenly. Now there's no place else, I could be, but, Here in your arms.
I like, Where you sleep, When you sleep, Next to me. I like, Where you sleep, Here.
Our lips can touch. Oh, here in your arms.
Some uneventful thing happened in class, and I guess I shouldn't elaborate too much. V*, you know I love you so, so don't get too upset, alright? <3 As usual, I miss (A)! ): Sorry for bringing up the past just now, I just kinda, haven't gotten over it? Like the way you treated me and whatsoever.
Well, I shouldn't be living in the past! Anyway we've gotten back together, what's there to renimise? (:
Honey, this one's for you! <3
Something, something as simple as me hearing your name Puts me, Puts me in a place that I can't even explain I really didn't know back then But right now I am totally sure Baby I know I'm your friend But I wanna be much more
I get butterflies when I see yah coming Oh boy you got me running This feeling in my stomach Tells me I should be your woman 'Cause you're the only one who makes my fairytale come true
How can someone make me so sad But still I only want you to stay I wanna say "I love you" so bad But I dont wanna scare you away Please I wish that you'll understand That I wanna be more than just your friend I wish you loved me
I see, I see talking to them girls on your phone I wish I could that I could tell them all to leave you alone Really didn't know back then But right now I'm totally sure That I wanna be much more
I never really liked your girlfriends Never really gave them a chance 'Cause I realized that I'm your woman Your woman
Said if you really love somebody I mean really really really really really love somebody Let me hear you say yeah Let me hear you say yeeeaaah If you really know you need him And you know deep down your never gonna leave him Let me hear you say yeeeaaah Hear you say yeeeeeeaaaaaah
Remember you're gonna accompany for lunch tomorrow huh!<3 I love you, Alvin T.
You are a goddess/god. You've got the looks, the brains and the body. You have such an irreverent sense of humour, people listen to you religiously and worship the ground you walk on. On the other hand you can also be straightforward, blunt and very very controversial. That has the potential to offend many people, but of course you don't care, you just shoot. In the end, people either love you or hate you. Nothing in between.
Yours Sincerely,
1:48 PM
♥Wish I could press rewind, and rewrite every line of the story of you and me.
And, it's April Fool's day! Here are the messages form C-box that (A) couldn't bear to see them vanish. I'd keep them in my heart, lovely. Don't you worry!
alvin faster come back i'm waiting for you dear haha 20072903
alvin heyy u now at camp while i at home stone haha faster come back k i love you baby muackx 20072803
alvin sorry dear :( feeling better ma baby..smile k =) 20072703
alvin baby missing you!!! haha tag you everyday ok cos nowadaes cannot pei you so much=( 20072503
alvin happy second month baby... haha mus be happy ok dun sad.. i lve you girl.. 24 Mar 07 21:10
alvin baby i miss you dun forget i will be waiting for you.. a few more hours to our second month le.. dun sad ok i love you baby muackxz!! 23 Mar 07 21:51
alvin dearr i miss you.. hurry get back your phone... i try to get you spare phone ok baby!! <3 17 Mar 07 20:35
alvin love me onli for helping u find song..=( 12 Mar 07 22:02
alvin dearr i found the song u wann le.. so how? 12 Mar 07 20:24
alvin I MISS YOU BABDLY OK.. LOVE YOU BABY!! 11 Mar 07 21:16
alvin dear.. sorry i slept yesterdae.. too tire.. sorry.. its ok dear i will hold on girl.. and wait for u no matter wat..even though we cannot chat or wat.. my love for you will still be deep de ok 11 Mar 07 21:16
alvin no nd to thank dear.. tis is wat dear is for ma right baby...i will be with u no matter wat happens =) 10 Mar 07 22:48
alvin dear i will be waiting for you... hope ur parents wun do anything to you..i will always be right here with you ok.. love ya..we can go through this de ok..<3 10 Mar 07 20:23
alvin lifee haha like tt aso can baby!!! 08 Mar 07 21:11
alvin so i call u later?? 08 Mar 07 21:05
alvin sorrryyyy okkk.. i dun wanna see u sadd dear weii.. haha.. dun sad le okk..SORRY BABY!! 08 Mar 07 20:59
alvin sorry.. i didnt noe ma... somemore it jus came to my mind.. sorry ok baby?? i so realli super ultra sorry =( 08 Mar 07 20:36
alvin but i still love you more than anything else in the worldd okk 08 Mar 07 20:25
alvin ohhh.. okkk... sorryy.. i dunno wat to do..its jus my passion and i dun like satan.. jus like their songs.. sorryyy dearr 08 Mar 07 20:25
This is all that I have. I love you, Alvin T. <3
Yours Sincerely,
1:12 AM
♥'Cause I don't do too well on my own.
Honey, this is meant for you. I know you're feeling unwell now, and running a temperature too. The worse thing to do, was to quarrel with you, but I did. I'm sorry, for saying things I shouldn't say. I'm sorry, for making you feel so sad and useless.
But I do understand you. You are not useless, 'cause you hold the most importand position in me. You made me realise how blessed I had been all the while. And no one has ever cared for me the way you do. I've lots to say, but they all mean the same, I love you honey.
I'm sleeping my way out of this one, With anyone who will lie down. I'll be stuck fixated on one star, When the world is crashing down.
I keep telling myself, I keep telling myself, I'm not the desperate type, But you've got me looking through blinds. I keep telling myself, I keep telling myself,
I'm not the desperate type. I'm sitting out dances on the wall. Trying to forget everything that isn't you. I'm not going home alone,
'Cause I don't do too well. Sitting out dances on the wall. Trying to forget everything that isn't you. I'm not going home alone, 'Cause I don't do too well on my own.
The only thing worse than not knowing, Is you thinking that I don't know. I'm having another episode. I just need a stronger dose.
I love you, Alvin T. <3
Yours Sincerely,
12:50 AM
Reach my prismic soul.
Hello, my name is Geraldine L.Y
I'm very in love with my Alvin T., and I can't wait for our anniversary, 20070124Y
Darling oh Darling, I love you so.
Still each time I always meant,
Every word, every one.
I never knew how much "I love you" meant to anyone,
Until I met you.
Problems do come in the way,
But we swore we'd overcome them together.
Yesterday, just yesterday, you promise me,
You'd take care of me till forever.
And yesterday you told me too,
Your love for me is endless.
Yes darling, my love for you too, never-ending.
Basecodes by Eclair, yours truly.
Images from livejournals one & two, enhanced a little with Photoshop.
Thanks you very much for the comment box,Haloscan
The beautiful Singers!
