And one day what's lost can be found.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

♥Iso, tell me what happens next? had the world, but instead threw it out of the way.

I heard that you've been asking about me.
least that's the word on the street
I just don't know what to believe
why was I dumb enough to leave?
I saw you with him today.
the boy who took my place.
you seemed so much happier with me.
but maybe that's just the way I want it to be.

It's a damn public holiday, and I'm stuck at home facing the four walls ):
How boring can my life be?
Nevertheless, I'll stay at home to accompany my momma, who claims she's broke (:
Have been bugging her to bring me to Bugis Street to get my skinny jeans, however she doesn't want to ):
Finally I have enought money to get 2pairs of them!
67$, and I'd be broke after I get them.
When can I ever get my MP3 player? ):

Boyfriend's working, as usual.
Must be really busy, didn't even reply my text.
Well, it's alright!
3days, I shall tahan, and after that we get to go out already!

But it's just another one of those days
The way you made it all feel so right
The way you fit into my arms at night
I'll remember that feeling for the rest of my life

Currently fiddling with Photoshop, it's been a long time since I've used it.
Edited the pictures taken with Atimah the other day when we went to Sentosa, send it over to you another day! (:

I'm hungry ):
Gastric, again.

Atimaaaaaaaaaah!
Saturday/ Sunday!
Remember alright? (:
Skinny Jeans my love!

So, tell me what happens next?
Its out of my hands, i guess.
I just don't know what to believe.
Why don't you tell me to believe.
Why did you let me leave?
It's not the way it's gotta be.
What's wrong with me?
Why don't you tell me to believe?
Why did you let me leave?
Is that the way this has to be?

Yours Sincerely,

2:19 PM

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

♥Everytime I hold your hand in mine, the sweetest thing my heart could ever find

Lately I'm now who I used to be
Someone's come and taken me
Where I don't wanna go
If I knew exactly what I have to do
In order to be there for you
When you were feeling low.

I guess this isn't the best of weather to conduct the EL camp, especially with the non-airconditioned hall of our budget school.
Well at least the camp was enjoyable, just except the horrible weather.

Went to school at 9, such a holy time.
Had a fun time solving brain-teasers, Bogglers, phrase-ing(?) and all.
A really great bonding time for the class. (:

Here's a really crappy thing that Dennis, Mus, Vannesa, KaiJing and I came up for the poem writing.
We're suppose to come up with a poem with wprds starting with 'S'.
Here it goes!

Sally Sunderland sells salted seaweed .
Strange Stranger said Sally Sunderland's seaweeds smells like smelly soggy sock.
Sally Sunderland slapped Strange stranger for saying her seaweeds smells.
Strange Stranger said sorry to Sally sunderland for saying her seaweeds smells.
Sally Sunderland smiled to Strange Stranger.
Suddenly, Sally Sunderland took out her shotgun and shot Strange Stranger.
Strange Stranger said, "Shit, this sucks!"
Strange Stranger was then brought to Satan.
Strange Stranger said, "Shit, this sucks more!"

Totally dumb, yeah?(:
Effort of our group!
Miss Lee was totally shaking her head whilst she was reading it.

And last of all, the dressing up of imaginary creatures and writing of descriptive essay, it was really well-done (:
Thanks to YunJie, Melvin and Mustaqim for the great-job, and obviously the class for putting in the effort.
Three-cheers, 3e3!

Boyfriend's currently loading goods for the IT show tomorrow at Suntec, and it's a public holiday, hello.
What a nice time huh?
Which means I can't text you at all, I'm so gonna die of boredom tomorrow.
Well anyway, I miss you hubby ):

Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realise that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away.

Yours Sincerely,

5:25 PM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

♥I'd go as far as to say, that I, miss you.

I’m lost for you,
With every moment stays true.
I'd go as far as to say,
That I, miss you.
So far away,
I missed my one chance to say,
So long to memories of years that passed away.

K, look at the MacDonald's fries are harming our bodies.

It's like, never decomposing? How disgusting!
And imagine how much fries are there in our tummy already.
And that may be the reason of us growing fat.
Plus, the return of Shaker Fries.
OMGeraldine, please stop eating fries!

Well, had a great time on the phone with Boyfriend last night (:
Finally, after enduring so long during his work-time.
Thanks darling, for calling me the moment you got out of bath.
I love you!

On these walls, tell the stories past of years gone by,
Breaking promises,
Pictures up in black and white.
Holding back, all the words I said,
I said good bye,
Open wounds, broken hearts,
Please stay tonight.

EL camp tomorrow, 9am-5pm ):
How sian can it get?
It's already English camp, and looking at the duration, can't be too good.

I miss you hubby! ):
Working today again, gotta endure for a total of 10hours ):
So send your letters of regret
It’s not the words you never said,
Sing to me, speak softly now.
Hearts will beat
That empty sound.

Yours Sincerely,

9:36 AM

Monday, May 28, 2007

♥I guess you had another direction, and leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

Here's a really boring day for me ):
Atima's in school having block-booking, and Boyfriend's working ):
Well me, i'm stuck at home, doing my Edu-learn quizzes.
No life.

Went to Bugis with Atima yesterday to look for our skinny jeans, and we found real cheap ones.
25$-30$ (: Happy us!
Probably getting them next week?
Walked around Bugis Street, then went over to Sim Lim to look for Boyfriend (:
Didn't dare to go in, sure like got anything for me to see.

Text-ed him,

Me : "Sorry love, didn't dare go in ):"
Boyfriend: "It's alright, why don't dare?"
Me: "What can I do inside?"
Boyfriend: "Come in pretend see things lah!"

Damn cute lah he (:
Love you so much!

Yupp, so walked over to MacDonalds to have our Shaker Fries.
Waited for Boyfriend to end work, and went home together (:

G. : "Xiao Jie, ni yao mai ink mah?"
A. :"Xiao Jie, ni yao mai printer mah?"

P***** is here, all hails.
And, till yesterday I realised my pad has finished.
Went to NTUC Fairprice to get a new pack.
There was this woman with her daughter buying pad as well, and the daughter went,

Daughter: "Mummy, why only got ultra slim, no ultra fat?"
Momma: "Nobody will buy ultra fat lah, who will wear?"
Daughter: "(confused) Why nobody will wear?"
Momma:" You'll know when yours comes."

Super hilarious. Couldn't decide on buying Slim or Ultra Slim, kept on asking Atima till she got really irritated, hahahahah!

Here's a quote form Friendster Bulletin, A Perfect Boyfriend.

1. give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
2. leave her cute text notes.
3. kiss her in front of your friends.
4. tell her she looks beautiful.
5. look into her eyes when you talk to her.
6. let her mess with your hair.
7. touch her hair.
8. just walk around with her.
9. forgive her for her mistakes.
10. look at her like she's the only girl you see.
11. tickle her even when she says stop.
12. hold her hand when you're around your friends.
13. when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
14. let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. get her mad, then kiss her.
16. tease her and let her tease you back.
17. stay up all night with her when she's sick.
18. watch her favorite movie with her.
19. kiss her forehead.
20. give her the world.
21. write her letters.
22. let her wear your clothes.
23. when she's sad, hang out with her.
24. let her know she's important.
25. let her take all the photos she wants of you.
26. kiss her in the pouring rain.
27. when you fall in love with her, tell her.

Yours Sincerely,

9:22 AM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

♥Moments shared were picture perfect, memories remain.

Went to Sentosa withAtima yesterday to sun-tan (:
K, here are the pictures.

Yours Sincerely,

10:51 AM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

♥

Sentosa! Finally (:
First day of holidays, I'm out with my dearest mum, a trip to sun-tan.
I miss Boyfriend ):
He's gone to work already.

Blog when I'm home!
I love Ionic-bonding.

Yours Sincerely,

10:18 AM

Friday, May 25, 2007

♥' Cause all I really want is to be with you, Ffeeling like I matter too.

I'm feeling like a total piece of crap now.
Yesterday, only yesterday, was our anniversary, and now we're quarreling over such trivial stuffs.
I know, I'm too petty, I have a really really bad temper.
I'm sorry.
You need your space, so I shouldn't bother you all the time.
Ring me up whenever you need me, and I give you my word, I'd always be here.

Enough of depressing talks.
I'm so bored now, and I can't think of anything else to do except to listen to really depressing songs and to blog.

Thank you love, for fetching me late at night after my concert, I really appreciate it so much.
Especially it was our anniversary, and you were so tired after blading.
I'm sorry for getting a scolding from your mum.

Thank you for lending me shoulder when I was so tired.
Thank you for putting me in the first place all the time.
Thank you for being so understanding.
Thank you for being so caring, getting so worked-up over little injuries I've gotten.

I'm sorry for always lying to you, saying I wasn't crying when most of the time I am.
I'm sorry for always pushing the blame to you.
I'm sorry for being so sensitive, indecisive.
I'm sorry over everything, 'cause everytime our quarrels started 'cause of me.

I'm sorry love, have a great nap (:

Still I end up posting a depressing post. I'm sorry again.
Ionic Bonding.

Yours Sincerely,

2:36 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

♥Happy Fourth Month, Love!

There are things in life you'll learn
In time you'll see
Cause out there somewhere
It's all waiting
If you keep believing
So dont run, Dont hide
It will be all right
You'll see, Trust me
I'll be there watching over you

My ear-drums got really polluted just now, due to some inconsiderate neighbour I have.
Such a horrible voice, and huess what she was singing?

...

Way Back Into Love!
Such a nice song, and with her singing it.
OMGeraldine!
K, my voice ain't that nice either, but at least I'm not as inconsiderate to sing it into a mike, with the volume tuned so high.

I really dread the fact that I've to go to the stupid concert later, it's such a waste of time.
But, MJC isn't very bad, so maybe it's worth 12buggers I've paid?
I.Need.New.Clothes, Big.Time!
I've got nothing to wear later on. and I don't wanna wear the smae old thing ):
Help me please, Dearest Santa, though it's not Christmas yet.

Fourth Month today! And he's out with his friends, to celebrate OUR fourth month huh?
Horrible pink thing, I love you (:

Pastamania later on! With my dearst Girlfriend!
Please don't be late, or I'll kill you!
(:

All the things that you can change
there's a meaning in everything
And you will find all you need
There's so much to understand

Yours Sincerely,

4:54 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

♥At five minutes to midnight, you see our name in city lights.

Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke
Fast lives are stuck in the undertoe
But you know the places I wanna go

Finally done with editing my blog, but it isn't very nice I think ):
I'm stuck at home, without anyone to talk to.
Boyfriend's tired, again ):
When can he not be?

Well, Boyfriend overslept this morning again.
And I gotta lug the gown and shoes to school.
By the time I reached class, I was totally soaked, with sweat.

I've got a sickness
You've got the cure
You've got the spunk I've been lookin' for
And I've got a plan we walk out the door

History lesson today was really hilarious.
Mr Das, violent one (:
I didn't know Mr Preston Tay was such a joke.
Aqilah, eating chocolate during Malay paper,
Mr Tay, "Can and have one of those *points to chocolates*, ".
(:
And during meetings and courses too! (:
Weijun, top scorer for History, has an obstacle during History exam.
Which is,

...
The paper's too rough, pretty hard to write on.
Joke right? (:

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough, shakin' me up

At five minutes to midnight
You see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop
And come alive

Choir photo-taking today, joke too (:
Wore the horrible gown, and I bet I look like crap.
Ryan Tan brought the orge hairband to make Weewee put it on.

Lug the gown and shoes home, and Vannesa told me to put the shoes into my bag.
Boyfriend called the moment I ended the SPA briefing, how sweet (:
Now's he's sleeping.

We could pack up
And leave all our things behind
No fact, or fiction, or storyline
'Cause I need you more than just for tonight
I can't stop my breathing
I'm weak and you were my medicine
I won't stop till I am under your skin

K, I'm done (:

Yours Sincerely,

5:48 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

♥Now are you gratified, you cried to me.

Very cute song, click play, you'll never regret! (:

Another day of boredom):
Only had 3periods of proper lesson, with Zhao Sen, and Mr Yap when it wasn't even his lesson.
Pretty fun though, he showed us a few experiments, his experiences and all.
Really interesting lesson today, laughed, alot :D

English lesson we watched a movie, so it isn't really a proper lesson (:
Das Experiment (The experiment, in English)
Maybe it's still the beginning, so it's rather boring.

Zhao Sen, life, gave us Victoria's paper to do, comprehension.
And the handout for us to do a blog for June holiday homework ):
We're to upload 4essays to it by end of the holidays.
No life.

The rest of the day is totally sleeping time.
Just like yesterday, there was only 35mins of lesson.
Yes, Mr Yap again(:

Photo-taking yesterday, bet I look like cock man ):
Mr Tay wasn't here yesterday, so we took the picture with Miss Lim, Lim Jiaqi!
Cool huh? (:

Got the present for Boyfriend already (:
2days to Fourth-Month!
I'm getting excited! (;
However I've got choir and concert on that day ):
Damn it!

Atima says it's like a curse, everytime a few days before our anniversary, we'll quarrel.
Yeah, we did quarrel today ):
Just 'cuz I was staring at the rain, he thought I was giving him black face.
I'm sorry love ):

Atima's coming over on Friday!
(: And guess what, I suddenly remembered, I've got tuition on that day ):
Hahah, shit man.

Tomorrow's photo-taking for Choir! (:
And, expected "Please bring your gowns/suits and shoes tomorrow," says Jingjie.
Sian, bring it to school and bring it back.
No life ):

I've chosen the people I wanna vote for the elections already (:
1. Stephanie G.
2. K. Sze Ern
3. Clive G.
4. Christabel L.
5. T. Peh Yu
6. Shit, I've forgotten who already (:

K, guess I'm done (:
Last words, I miss you, Boyfriend ):

Yours Sincerely,

5:12 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

♥Angels cry when stars collide. A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear.

Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well its hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life
Please don't cry
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear

Went to town with Boyfriend yesterday (:
Caught Spiderman 3, pretty interesting.
MJ. Watson's face is like, so old?
And Spidey looks so nerd.
Hahahahah.

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

Half-way through the show, Mummy video-called me (:
And who in the right mind would answer in the cinema?
Texted her, and she called me right after the show ended.

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours
Minutes into years
Don't ask me why
Please don't cry
I can't tell you lies

Told her I was alone, 'cuz Atima's Nana came to fetch her for music lesson.
Which is totally fake, yeah.
Sorry Mummy! ):
Feeling guilty, went to Taka to get her favourite curry-puffs!
"Dear, I want to go Tandas." (:
He's so cute lah! Love you to the core!

My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
Words cant hide as I'm taking you home
And I tried to see
Tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Mummy seemed happy! (:
However, my cousin baotou-ed me again.
So mummy questioned me, and I denied everything.
Like who will admit it right?
But, somehow I feel like admitting it.
But who won't know what she'd do to me.
*Gazillion sighs*(quote from Atima's blog. Whoops!)

I've confessed to her how I feel about you.
Magic didn't happen, nothing really happened.
She gave me her logic of why she doesn't allow me to have boyfriend.
I told her I miss you, and I think of you all the time.
I told her you'd wait, wait till we get back together.
However, would we last till then, with all the problems we're facing now?

Yes Atima, I won't give up, I won't lose hope.
But I'm getting helpless, I don't know what to do most of the time.
Whenever he's down, I'm now the one who cheered him up, it's his emo-ing and being alone.
How can I ever let him know I'd always be there for him?
Last night I've told him, both of us thinks that he seems happier with his friends.
He denied and told me, it's his feeling, not ours, he IS happier with me. He just needed space, sorry.
Does he show it?
He doesn't like me to be unhappy, so I try my best to show I'm happy though I'm not feeling so inside.
I'm in the same situation as you, I'm just smiling just for the sake of smiling.
When can we return to, the past?
So happy together, and truly smiling.
I love you Boyfriend, please, would you please, tell me what am I gonna do.

Yours Sincerely,

10:16 AM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

♥Use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

My dearest Atima has to the Malaysia for a day ):
Which means she won't be going to town with us later.
So, hopefully my mum won't call.
Pray hard, baby!

Finally I can go out with Boyfriend alone, but somehow I don't want to.
I'm afraid my mum would call ):
I wanna catch a movie! But I'm totally broke.
And, I've only caught 2 movies with Boyfriend, pathetic.

'Cuz you're my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay.

Fourth month is in a week's time!
Just 2days before school closes (:
I love you, Boyfriend!
We'll make it through this time!

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

Thank you again Atiqah for cheering me up and giving me advices on what to do.
Remember next week! You're coming over for a sleepover, babe!
And Sentosa to unwind! (:

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Tuition yesterday, and almost everyone failed their school's Add-Math paper (just except one genius who passed).
Did Inverse Matrix, the questions, were alright. But my Holy Calculator gave me problems.
The answers turned out different from others.

K, I gotta go get ready already (:
Meeting Boyfriend at 1pm, however, it still seems early.

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

Yours Sincerely,

11:26 AM

Friday, May 18, 2007

♥'Cuz you and I could lose it all if you've got no more room, no more inside for me in your life.

After crying my heart out, I feel much better.
I can't post much, I'm afraid he'd see.
I've tried, to be happy whever he's around, even if I had to fake a smile.
I don't wanna see him unhappy.

Thank you for giving in to me all the time, finally I know how it feels.
Why must I cry, why can't I laugh, everytime we say goodbye.
I didn't mean to tear in front of you, I've tried to control, I'm sorry.

Now that I've finally gotten you, I feel like letting go.
Like everyone sees it, we're happier with your friends.
And I admit, I know that's the truth.

Thank you my Atima (:

Geraldine, cheer up!! (:
dont lose hope, every relationship has its ups and downs
it might not be good today but tomorrow will be a better day
im always here for you.. :DDD
darling, keep the faith and hope strong and you'll be alright
exactly like what you told me (=
i am doing so and you should too
im not losing it at all, why should you?
be strong and you'll be fine.. ok?
keep holding on and you'll make it thru (x

Hey love, thanks for the little portion of lil words (: Yeah, I'll try! If you didn't lose hope, why should I? We'll hold on together, and make it through! Even if we've to cuddle together and start crying, We'll do it (: Love you!

Boyfriend, I love you.
I can't bear to let go, hopefully we'll make it through.
I shouldn't sour your feelings now, especially knowing your POA results.
I'm sorry love.
I love you.

Yours Sincerely,

3:17 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

♥

Guys, realize that the girl holding onto u,
is PERFECT in her own special way.

The way she laughs.
The way she sleeps.
The way she loves you.
The way she tries to please you.

Always remember that.

She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can love her more.

For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for her.

There might also be someone out there.
who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,
fufill her every needs and love her as much as she loves you.

Understand that.

Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today.
and then you cheat on her by hugging
and kissing another gal.
and then you run back to her.
and you do the same.
But you see love in her eyes.
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car.

She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,
everything you do.

Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the least you can do is to give her unconditional love
that she has given to you.

Isn't this sweet? (:
Anyway, it's meant for the guys out there, I'm just quoting it from Friendster. Whoops!
;D

Well, I've got A1 for my E-math! (:
Holy happy!
It's the first time in my whole Secondary school life that I've gotten an A for my Math.
I'm like, hopelessly hopeless in Math.

However, I've failed my Combined-Humans ):
I've failed my History, and my Social Studies passed on the dot.
So, you can see, I've failed ):

Ahh, forget it.

Yours Sincerely,

9:37 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

♥You stand through the pain, you won't drown.

She never slows down
She doesn’t know why
But she knows that when she’s all alone
It feels like it’s all coming down

Thank you Atima, for accompanying me after school on behalf of Boyfriend (:
I love you so very much!
Thank you for trusting me so much and telling me about you problems of J. and you.
But I'm pretty sorry, I can't be of much help ):
Hopefully you both would clear things up by 8th June, and happily ever after!

She won’t turn around The shadows are long And she fears if she cries that first tear The tears will not stop raining down

Got back my results, really disappointed.
To think I've put in so much effort in studying.
English Paper 1, Letter-writing-13/20
English Paper 2, 25/50 ):
English Paper 3, 58/80

Chinese Paper 1, Letter-writing, 10/20 ):
Essay, 31/50
Paper 2, 26.5 /70)):

Add-Math, 34/80 )):

Chemistry, 64.5 /100 ):
Physics, 52/100 ):

Oh shucks ): I simply cried my night away lah.
And my mum came to say, "Since your results so bad, the next time round just stay at home to study."
Like, what is this? ):

And Boyfriend isn't here to cheer me up ):
He's soundly asleep, but I don't blame him.
He's got top in Chem and Physics again (:
Je' taime Vouz, my love!
I feel damn tempted to call him again, but, I don't bear to disturb his sleep ):

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it’s all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won’t drown
And one day what’s lost can be found
You stand in the rain
She won’t make a sound

Alone in this fight with herself
And the fear’s whispering
If she stands, she’ll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything
She’s running from
Wants to give up and lie down

Yours Sincerely,

9:35 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

♥I'm only human and that's my saving grace.

I never promised you a ray of light
I never promised there’d be sunshine everyday
I'll give you everything I have
The good the bad.

It didn't rain today, at least it didn't rain while we were out (:
Hadda be home, so no East Coast ):
Well, at least time with Boyfriend, it's damn precious!
Had brunch at Whitesands McDoanlds, but was damn full, sorry Boyfriend for eating so little ):
Sorry for everything I've done to cause you to be unhappy, especially today.
You know I love you, yes I do.

Why do you put me on a pedestal?
I’m so up high that I can’t see the ground below
So help me down, you've got it wrong
I don’t belong there

Yes, Atima came over, and told us, J. is still alive! (:
And you've held on, for 3months.

Okay, took 403 to Pasir Ris Park and played at the playground (:
3 lost souls in PasirRis Park (:
Credits to Atima ;D

Bloody Malay Woman *stick tongues out*, what's there to look, to stare?
Your husband didn't do it to you, now you're taking revenge?
Pregnant, so what? Don't wish to see, just leave! Pasir Ris Park not big huh?
Only one playground for you kidddddddddddds?
Okay, I just needed to vent.

Strolled by the shore, and wrote something on the sand (:
Only Atima, Boyfriend and I knows (:
Pretty evil, but it's true!
Felt thirsty, so Boyfriend and I went to look around for stalls open.
Walked from one end to the other, only one stall available.
Talked 'bout lots of things (:
He's just so sweet.

Bought our ice-pops, splashing good time huh?
Bet your shirt is super sweet now? (:
Just like you!
Walked back, and yeah, something happened.
Sorry love ): I just thought it insulted me abit?
I'm really sorry! ):
You're my angel!

One thing is clear
I wear a halo when you look at me
But standing from here
You wouldn’t say so if you were me
And I just wanna love you

Had a very early dinner at Whitesands McDonalds, again!
Well, only drank, 'cause was still damn full from the brunch that Boyfriend forced me to eat.
And home sweet home!

I always said that I would make mistakes
I’m only human and that’s my saving grace
I fall as hard as I try
So don’t be blinded
See me as I really am
I have flaws and sometimes I even sin
So pull me from that pedestal,
I don’t belong there

I love my Alvin T.!
I promise, I'd try to change my irritating temper ):
Now you're hurrying me to finish this post, and I'm done!

Yours Sincerely,

9:37 PM

♥

I'm readlly jaded from quarrels, sugar.
I'm sorry for all the shit I've caused.
You know I love you, I really do.

I can't find a reason to let go,
even though you've found a new love,
and she's what your dreams are made of
I can find a reason to hang on,
what went wrong can be forgiven,
without you, it ain't worth living
alone

K, seems like the weather isn't doing wonders ):
There goes our trip to the beach ):

Honey, today's your last paper!
Finally! (:
And we'll be able to talk through the night, and wake up with panda eyes (:

Sometimes i wake up, crying at night
and sometimes i scream out your name.
what right does she have to take you away
when for so long, you were mine.

Yours Sincerely,

9:45 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

♥Crushed, by the sweetest lips I've never kissed.

I told myself today was gonna be the day
No more excuses 'cause I knew exactly what to say
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday
My mind erased and I let the moment slip away
Another night got me sitting here all on my own
Picking up the phone,
But I can't get past the dial tone
Racking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I can't keep going this way

Finally I get to blog (:
After being a mugger for 2weeks, tomorrow would be the end of hell!
K, I'm seriously bored now, totally not in the mood to study, especially when Mole is tested in the paper tomorrow ):
Dear Lord, wish me luck.

Sugar is off to get his spectacles done (:
Geekish one, we'll get to see it soon.
We'll be baking cookies together tomorrow, for Mothers' Day, how thoughtful can we get?

Crushed,
By the sweetest lips I've never kissed
And your fingertips and the
warmest touch I've always missed
Crushed,
By the softest hands I've never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that I've ever felt
Crushed,
That I haven't ever let you know
How it always goes
'Cause I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so I'm left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby, I'm so crushed

Well, talk 'bout the Mid-year papers that we've finished.
Social Studies, despite studying for it, I doubt I'd pass it ): Gonecase.
E Math Paper 2, pretty tough. I know my Math standard, so yeah, gonecase too ):

Mother Tongue Paper 1, Somehow I was really sleepy through the paper, so I guess I didn't do very well ):
Elective History, I totally forgotten the format for SBQs ):
I can seriously COL(Cry-out-loud) Though I managed to memorise Febuary Revolution, but I've totally no idea 'bout question 3b. As for Question2, I don't even know a single thing ):
13marks flown away ):

Pure Physics, I've left a page blank!
And I guess that was the smartest thing I've done in my whole life.
I never studied for Electromagnetic Spectrum ):
A whole holy page on that ):
All the questions on force, energy, work done, moments, I think I've got them all wrong.
I have full confidence, I've flunked the paper.

Yesterday was the holy Add-Math paper.
No, forget it, I don't wanna talk 'bout it man.
Chinese paper 2, hopefully I've passed it.

Today! E-Math paper 1, Rather easy, hopefully I'd do well, hopefully.
English Paper 3, started at 1026hours, and I've finished before 1100hours.
And, I fell asleep!
Mr Shuen had to knock on my table to wake me up. (:

There's only a paper to sit tomorrow! There won't be school on Monday!
Three Cheers!

Lunched with Alvin and Atima at Whitesands later, and I'm gonna quote again!
Scold me copycat if you want, but this quote concerns me! So, nany nany poo poo!

anyways.. DM is damn ridiculous
Geraldine, Alvin and myself walked to Whitesands after our papers ended cos we wanted to eat at Mac, so we went up the escalator to the 2nd floor of Mac
DM was standing there with Ms Sherly Lim
he stopped us and this was the convo
Alvin and Geraldine were quiet but they looked pissed at him

DM: Mr Gng
A: me

DM: where are all of you going?
A: we are going to eat at Mac
DM: why cant you just buy it from downstairs?
A: we are eating here and we are gonna put our things down first before going down to buy our food
DM: do you think i'll believe that?
A: we are just gonna eat and then go home to study
DM: *with that face that he thinks will scare us* try me, i'll be here for awhile
A: *with the pissed face and cursing him inside my head* we really are going to go home after eating to study, we are not going to loiter here
DM: good, enjoy your meal

we walked away and i bet we were all cursing under our breaths
i was saying "sure like i'll enjoy my meal. see your face already like not go bang wall"
i swear he has something against the us
maybe cos of yesterday's class thingo
Geraldine maybe cos of her attire
but he sure like got life uh
whatever lah, cant be bothered with him

Well, A is Atimaaaaaa! (: (Quote from Atiqah's blog. Whoops!)
This is damn fun lah!
OMGeraldine!

So I told myself that tomorrow's gonna be the day
And I keep on telling myself that I'm gonna find a way
And I won't be afraid just like yesterday
Won't walk away never gonna let another chance slip away
'Cause I gotta know which ever way it's gonna go
Rest my heart and soul
'Cause there can never be no more
Racking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I won't keep going this way

Crushing I'm so into you,
don't know what I'm going to do.
Gotta find a way to you.
And so I'm left, short-of-breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby, I'm so crushed

Yours Sincerely,

1:30 PM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

♥

Hi everyone, Alvin here haha.
Helping my dear blog and say things for her.
So any post here written makes anyone unhappy come find me not her.
Don't tag don't comment say find me straight in the face or in school if you got balls.

Stupid people at least dear put there quote from someone which is better than never put there quote from who.
Like that also wan kao bei kao bu.

Name also say people copy.
She don't even know someone used it in first place.
Don't think that your friend or yourself started to put something, means you came out with it and people can't use it.
Use your brain, you think human not creative ar.
Please go see others also got put the same kind of thing or other things that might be same as yours.
Then you go say they copy you.
Then my dear put picture of us on the blog then others put also copy?
Bo tao nao.

Like that also want complain, are you childish or are you immature?
Want complain, also complain sensible things lah!
I thought girls are supposed to be more mature why that person like, not lame not lame.
Can make it you know.
HAHA!

This post is not against anyone, just against that childish someone I don't even know who.
And i think you don't even know who Geraldine is, and I know certainly that Geraldine don't even know who the fuck are you, and why the more should you complain.
Not happy find me lo.

Remember, is ALVIN TAN KUANG SHUAN, SCHOOL HAI SING CATHOLIC, CLASS 4N2.
You not happy come find me, I will be waiting and more than happy to welcome you.
Thank you very much.

Dear love you!!
Alvin was here.

Yours Sincerely,

10:00 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

♥

Finally, I'm feeling the exam stress.
3long chapters of Social Studies, and I'm still memorizing the first 2sections of Chaper 2 ):
It's only like, 10hours to the paper.
Dear, I can't give up now!

Here, I shall be off to study.
I don't wanna disappoint Boyfriend, must be in bed by 11.30pm!
You're the reason I move on, yes you are.

Boyfriend, I really appreciate it, when you
[edit]Get worked up when I bumped into stuffs.
Kissed me whenever you looked into my eyes.
Telling me all the time, that you'll never leave me.
Always being there for me.
Waiting for me for hours, and you don't complain a thing.
You know baby, you're the best.[/edit]

Gina, or whoever you are, happy?
I've changed it already.
Sorry Carmen, I hoped you didn't mind.
I'm sorry!

Yours Sincerely,

10:19 PM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

♥He tastes like you, only sweeter.

2more days till the exams are officially here.
And Geraldine is curretly mugging quite hard.
Still not very in the stressed-up mode yet, but soon I'd be.
Please, I don't want white hair, looks really ugly.
I don't wanna end up like my dearest mum, Atima.

Oh, I can't post anything 'bout him, 'cause, holy-shit, my dad's just behind me ):
Why can't he just leave me alone, so I can blog in peace, and let him use sooner?
Nothing I can do, so I shall edit this post tomorrow, just for you my dear! (:

Zhao-balls let us watch the Tong-hua MV during Chinese lesson, so he could teach us a new way of writing compo.
So touching, and yeah, I almost cried.
Clever Jonathan, he wenta click the play button, so we could watch it again.
Thank you so much.
During the kissing scene, he click the pause, just to irritate Zhao-balls (:
Thank you, again.

Poor Dennis, got critisized by him, and he scolded Fuck.
And he got sent outta class.
However, he was the one who critisized him first right.
Can't differentiate right from wrong, to think he's a teacher.
A China teacher can't be too smart, I'm right.

Lunched at McDonalds with my mugging buds, and we mugged again.
Finally understood most of the questions in the Chemistry Quiz/Test that I've got wrong.
Thanks love (:
The rest, Mr Anthony Tan please.

I'm off the get my beauty sleep, but first, ring Boyfriend up! ;D
Thank you for teaching me so much, I love you.

Yours Sincerely,

9:52 PM

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

♥I can take your honesty, all your words weigh heavenly.

Took this on our first mugging spree (:
A picture of Atima a day, keeps everyone awake everyday. (;

Muggers of Airport!
I'm home from mugging (:
Did quite little today, I'm jaded already.
My attention span is really, too short.
I need pills to lengthen my attention span, are there any?
D:

Hardly finished a chapter of my Social Studies, not even a thing for E-Math.
How am I gonna survive through the Mid-Years?
):

Both Boyfriend and I went bonkers today (:
He's so adorable, my honey!
"Mei de!
Dear, I want bao bao!
Daddy want mummy to bao bao (:"
So adorable!

Mugging halfway through, I've gotta shock of my life.
Mummy came, oh gosh, he was like next to me.
Somehow she didn't see, phew!
And then, she called me, then told Boyfriend to go elsewhere first.
I feel so bad, he must have felt terrible ):

After they left, went to sit next to him.
Crap a lot! (:
Love you so!

Vannesa, cheer up! Do forgive YJ.
Guess he seriously didn't mean it? (:
I love you!
This lil girl, called me halfway, so angrily, asked if she could join us.
First thing, went to get food at McDonalds (:
Cute (:

Found this on Friendster Bulletin, so sweet!
19 ways to win a girl heart

1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other (don't make her grab yours).
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Don't force her to do anything!
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her, Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9.Be super sweet to her.
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12.Wipe away her tears
13. Love her with all your heart.
14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down, but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).
16.Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back to her! & DON'T ever act differently in front of your friends than you do when its just you and her!
17. Take her for a long walk at night!
18. Always bring a jacket wherever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close
19. NEVER LIE TO HER! Because then she will think everything you ever said to her was a lie,even "I love you"

Yours Sincerely,

9:55 PM

♥All I know is your not here to say, but it's written in the sky tonight

I found myself today,
Oh I found myself and ran away,
But something pulled me back,
Voice of reason I forgot I had,
All I know is your not here to say,
What you always used to say,
But it's written in the sky tonight

Mugging again later! (:
The Muggers of the Airport would be back in action!
Stay tune to Changi Airport Terminal 2, Viewing Mall!
Lame.
K, I've still got 2and half chapters to go for Social Studies, and everything to go for Math! ):
It's so gonna drive me crazy!
Social Studies, Evil Kang!
D:

Parents went for breakfast without me again ):
I'm feeling !@#@@# hungry now!
A hungry woman, is a crazy woman!

Dear, I want bao bao! ):
Thanks for always making my day with your witty jokes (:
I love you, you know I really do.

So I won't give up, no,
I won't break down,
Sooner than it seems life turns around,
And I will be strong even if it all goes wrong,
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe,
Someone's watching over me

Yours Sincerely,

10:31 AM