Tuesday, February 27, 2007

♥Everytime I breathe I feel brand new.

Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it
But there's an angel standing next to me,
Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly even believe it
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long

Now I believe its ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could fell so good

Like once in a lifetime
You change my world

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

As I lay my love on you

Yours Sincerely,

5:29 PM



♥If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar.

Mother tongue paper.
The front part was a killer, but the back part I practically copied the whole chunk of paragraph into the answer.

Rather hyper + emo day for me )=
I don't know why.
I feel like shit now.
Don't have the mood to study for anything.
I miss my phone )=

Do you still think of her?
Is she really so important to you?
What am I to you?

If I could, I only wanna make you smile...

Law Goh How?
LOL. Yiling and Vannesa, they're just so cute!
(=

She said
"Don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are dime a dozen
Boys like you are dime a dozen"
She said
"You're a touch overrated,
You're a lush and I hate it,
But these grass stains on my knees
They won't mean a thing"

And all I
Need to know
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to, the truth
If you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

And all I
Need to know
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last chance you get to drop my name
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last chance you get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar

Maybe I should hate you for this
Maybe I should hate you for this

Yours Sincerely,

4:22 PM


Monday, February 26, 2007


I just feel like crying all over again.
I love you, Alvin.

Yours Sincerely,

10:23 PM


Sunday, February 25, 2007

♥When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone.

It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown, oh yeah
Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?
Or am I just meant to walk these streets alone?
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you
Will never ever end, baby

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

Yours Sincerely,

9:24 PM



♥If they could love like you and me, imagine what the world could be.

I feel so handicapped without my phone )=
I miss (A) damn badly D:

I can hardly concentrate on studying for Chemistry.
Now I realised, I haven't make my note for Chapter 7.
I'm still so shaky with my Balancing Equation.
I'm so gonna be dead-ed )=

Again my brother is bugging me for the comp.
Rahhhhhhhhh! He's driving me crazy!

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen I, I'm alive
Singing Amen I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I,Amen, I, I'm alive
Amen I Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing amen I, I'm alive
Singing amen I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

And as we lie beneath the stars,
We realize how small we are,
If they could love like you and me,
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

Yours Sincerely,

1:40 PM


Saturday, February 24, 2007

♥I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you.

Bloody hell, I'm having bloody gastric when I've just eaten.
My phone is officially confiscated. So people, DO NOT sms me(=
Oh gosh, I miss (A) )=
Why isn't he home yet?
I can't even sms him. D=
Heart-break.

Well, its our first-month today!
And hopefully we'll have many many more anniversaries!
<3
I miss you, honey (=
I'll love you till the end of time.

I'm thinking of the words to say,
I'd like to think that this was fate.
Reference to a song you love,
Spell confusion with a "K"
Like a star without its strings,
I'm hanging here on these two wings.
For that smile and those eyes
I'm falling

If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, and make me smile.
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...

If you ever had the chance,
Would you make your life seem right?
Or would you only hold it back,
The good times, the hard, and the bad.
Whatever you say is alright,
Just as long as there's no doubt.
Could you look me in the eye
and say hopes died?

If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, and make me smile.
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you.

Our wish,
Each time,
Keeps me returning to you,
Night after night
Lift me up as high as the clouds that won the sky,
For you and I

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, and make me smile,
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside
You carry truth, you make me smile
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...

Yours Sincerely,

8:15 PM


Friday, February 23, 2007

♥When your words swept the ground right from under me.

Common-tests are here!
Today's Physics and A-maths.
Spent the night studying and trying to recall for Physics.
(= But ended up talking on the phone with (A) <3

Seriously I think Physics was rather easy. But I simply don't know how to do )=
I totally screwed the A-maths paper as well.
Gosh, this can't do.
So I shall study hard for the coming Chemistry, E-maths and History.
(= Jiayou, Geraldine!

Dearest (A) is at Toa Payoh meeting his PO.
A really unlucky day for him, cheer up!
Tomorrow's our big-day! Be happy for us!
<3
First-month! (=
We'll stay on forever!

Let's make a date out of the cinema
Then stay out till early in the morning
I always like it cause we take it slow
While everyone around us seems so hurried

It feels familiar, cause I've been here before
When your words
Swept the ground right from under me
Remember when you were so insecure
Now you can't get your hands up off of me

But the time we spent was so short
Can't believe it's time to go again
You're always on my mind, all the time
On my mind, believe it

Can we pick it up where you left off
When you said you'll never get over me
I'll take for granted every roll off your tongue
Cause you're screaming out all your honesty

You know it's time,
You see the bags at the door
I'm minutes away from departing
In exchange for a few last words
Will never be enough for me

Yours Sincerely,

4:40 PM


Thursday, February 22, 2007

♥Here comes another sunrise, like a broken promise in the skies.

In a corner of the closet,
there's a suitcase packed with clothes,
And the postcard from your parents with the words "please come back home",
I've been waiting for the moment that all this shit explodes,
And I can't believe you think that I don't know.

How you gonna say you're never gonna leave me lonely?
How you gonna say you're never gonna walk away?
Knowing that you'd break me if you ever say goodbye,
So you keep on telling me that everything will be alright,
And it's a beautiful lie.

Well I can't help but to notice in the bedroom something's changed,
There's a picture on the dresser that's gone missing from the frame,
I could ask you but you'd answer in that same familiar way,
That there's nothing wrong, and everything's okay.

How you gonna say you're never gonna leave me lonely?
How you gonna say you're never gonna walk away?
Knowing that you'd break me if you ever say goodbye,
So you keep on telling me that everything will be alright,
And it's a beautiful lie.

I feel so random on your naked skin,
falling back into the rhythm,
I could never forget you.
feelin' so electric on my fingertips, hurts so good,
can't go on like this.
Here comes another sunrise, like a broken promise in the skies,
It's about to be a different day but you keep on living that same old lie.

How you gonna say you're never gonna leave me lonely?
How you gonna say you're never gonna walk away?
Knowing that you'd break me if you ever say goodbye,
So you keep on telling me that everything will be alright,
And it's a beautiful lie.





Yours Sincerely,

9:09 PM


Tuesday, February 20, 2007

♥You used to captivate me by your resonating light.

I LOVE ALVIN TAN!
<3

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away oh all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me
me

Yours Sincerely,

10:04 PM



♥I'll be your number one with a bullet.














































Am I more than you bargained for yet

I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down
Down, down
We're going down, down
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

Yours Sincerely,

9:34 AM


Saturday, February 17, 2007

♥'Cause of you, I made it through every storm.

I LOVE ALVIN TAN!
I'm going mad over him mannnnnnnn <3

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive


Because you live... I live... I live...

Yours Sincerely,

3:05 PM




Time really flies, Newyear's in less than 1day's time.
And finally I can wear my clothes tomorrow! (=

Quarreled with (A) yesterday, and I almost cried in class (?)
I'm just damn sensitive lah, what's wrong with me?

Went to Whitesands just now to get necklace and scrunchie for my mum.
Very tired now, don't feel like blogging man.

I LOVE ALVIN TAN!
I'm going mad over him mannnnnnnn <3

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive


Because you live... I live... I live...

Yours Sincerely,

3:05 PM


Wednesday, February 14, 2007

♥Happy Valentine's Day!

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!
Especiall to my dearest (A)! <3
Thanks for the lovely roses and Rochers! (=
Yummy! Love you baby!

Breakfast with (A) at Downtown Macdonalds, before going to school (=
Saw Ms Lindy Ong, she was like, smiling? ._.
Spent the morning be Santa, giving Valentine's gifts, and obviously not forgetting (A)'s share!
His present was the biggest! (= I was shit-ily done though, but its the though that matters right?
(= Lynette delivered it over to him, thank you so much! <3

The gifts I prepared weren't enough, so wrote lil cards to people whom I've left out.
I'll get them when I have time, and it'll be a belated Valentine's gift!
Our Valentine's present from Mr Yap, Physics Level Test.
Thanks man ._.

Had lunch with Vannesa, how nice of me! (=
Stayed back to wait for (A) before going to Tampines.
3CHEERS AND 3CHEERS AND 3CHEERS FOR ALVIN, HIP HIP HOORAY, HIP HIP HOORAY, HIP HIP HOORAY! <3

Walked around and saw Cleo and Deon together, holding hands! X=
Yeah, and bus-ed home, giving me many lovely Valentine's kisses (=
Love you my dear! <3

Well, end here!

I know it's hard for you
To understand what I'm going through
But now I sit here to remind myself
You're always dressed to kill
And you feel like you owe it to the world
But you owe it to yourself
And you're, you're not here
And I can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine...
And I
I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep
Cheer up my friends all say
You're better alone anyways
But you're always on tour
And you're never home
I'm always dressed to kill
And I feel like I owe it to the world
But I owe it to myself
And you're, you're not here
And I can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine...
And I
I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep
Cheer up my friends all say...
And I can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine
You're better alone anyways
And you're not here, not here
I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep
Cheer up my friends all say...

Yours Sincerely,

9:14 PM


Monday, February 12, 2007

♥Boy you better put that pen to paper, charm your way out.

Monday is coming to an end, and its a very good thing, as Valentine's is coming! (=
Can't go out with (A) on that day, kinda disappointed )=

Commemorated Total Defence today. The water supply was totally cut off till 12pm.
Bloody hell, even the toilet also has no water.
Okay, though its sick, but I'm gonna say it.
The first cubicle has blood, the second and third has shit, the fourth one was rather clean, the fifth one has no door. And the last one was able to flush (=
Pathetic.

Coming to talk about water, I've broken my record.
I drank 2bottles of water today! (=
Haha, seriously I got to drink more water, if not I'll have a hard time at the toiletbowl.
X=


Common tests care coming real soon, gotta start studying already.
Seriously afraid I'd do badly, buck up buck up!
Oh no, Sec 3 experiential camp 28th-30thMarch, which means Wenesday to Sunday I won't be able to see (A) )=
MOE Dairy Farm, what can we do there? Squeeze millk?
And who knows there may not be cows there even. Horrible.

Hate doing newspaper articles, bloody irritating.
Especially when there're so many tests tomorrow.
History, A-maths, and comprehension.
Okay, so I shouldn't be grumbling and should be doing my work.
Till then, sweethearts! <3

Stop stalling make a name for yourself
Boy you better put that pen to paper, charm your way out
If you talk you better walk you better back your shit up
With more than good hooks while you're all under the gun
Start talking "a sensationalist"
Oh he's slightly clever to just a certain extent
If you talk you better walk you better keep your mouth shut
With more than good hooks while you're all under the gun

It's time for us to take a chance
It's time for us to take a chance

It's time for us to take a chance
It's time for us...

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

I'm burning and I'm blacking my lungs
Boy you know it feels good with fire back on your tongue
If you talk you better walk you better back your shit up
with more than good hooks while you're all under the gun
Start talking "a sensationalist"
Only he's slightly clever, to just a certain extent
Well keep quiet! Let us sing like the doves
Then decide if it's done with purpose or lack thereof

Just for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of...
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say

It's time for us to take a chance
It's time for us...

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

la dadadadadadada la dadadadada oo whoa oo whoa
la dadadadadadada la dadadadada oo whoa oo whoa

Just for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of...
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Just for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of...
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say

Yours Sincerely,

9:06 PM


Sunday, February 11, 2007

♥In my aching heads I got my kisses slipped.

Chatting with lovely (A).
Don't worry dear, I'll keep my promise man! <3
I'll make you this vow, and promise you now. Until forever, I'll never stop loving you.
Smelly ass, he hasn't bathed.
Awww, I miss him damn bad )=
17hours more to seeing him, baby.
That would seriously kill me man.

Stuck at my uncle's place again.
Gotta do something to my face later )=
Imagine needles poking your face, yucks! )=

And, I can finally sms! (=
Finally the new month is here, another 1000sms!
But still gotta save up money for the previous month's bill.
Exceeded 300plus man. Money with wings.

Talked with (A) on the phone last night for more than 4hours?
Till his house phone battery's flat. Haha! Sorry aye? (=
Thankfully my mum didn't know, if not she would have given me hell.

He's still in his bath, can't guys like bathe faster?
Miss you baby! <3

I got my stitches stitched, I got my fixes fixed,
In my aching heads I got my kisses slipped.
Our gossip lips stuttered every word I said, I said,
I got your love letters, corrected the grammar and sent them back.
It's true - romance is dead, I shot it in the chest then in the head.

And if you wanna go down in history then I'm your friend,
Because they've got me in a band where I've never seen a heart I couldn't break.
It was never about the songs, it was competition,
Make the biggest scene, make the biggest...

Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.
Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.

I'm casualty-obsessed and I've forgiven death,
I am indifferent yet (I'm a sorrow wreck),
I'm every cliche, but I simply do it best.

And if you wanna go down in history then I'm your friend,
Because they've got me in a band where I've never seen a heart I couldn't break.
It was never about the songs, it was competition,
Make the biggest scene, make the biggest...

Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.
Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.

I went to sleep a poet, and I woke up a fraud,
To calm your nerves I'm feeling for my clothes in the dark.

Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.
Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.

Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.

Yours Sincerely,

12:34 PM


Saturday, February 10, 2007

♥Her correspondence with some pop star magazine.

I think this is the first time I'm helping out in spring-cleaning man =D
Geraldine is doing well, keep it up!
Yeah, and I spent an hour doing my homework, but its still not done X=

Yesterday was too tired, so didn't blog about voice-test on Thursday.
I think I've done really badly for it.
Mingle and Kenneth was damn loud, couldn't even hear myself.
I think that's why I went out of tune abit.
Shima-E was a killer, I didn't even get a note right.
How clever.
Jiaxin, work hard for the next time round, we can do it!
We'll make it into SYF, and win Gold with Honours! (=
Choir go! <3

Went to (A)'s house yesterday to watch retarded Pokemon videos (=
Damn stupid lah.
But who cares, its with him, so everything would turn out lovely!
Mummy saw him when he sent me home, luckily we weren't doing anything except saying bye.
If not I would be dead by now man. (=

Sorry dear for being so unreasonable, it was all my fault )=
I feel so damn guilty. Glad that you're having fun at ECP (=
Sorry I couldn't go, 'cause the real reason was my dad wants me to clean my room.
LOL!
I promise you, I'll treat you better.
'Cause I can't afford to lose you again, baby <3

Geraldine speeds off to finish her Parts of speech, poof!

This song goes out to all the fakers
You all know who you are
It started with a girl
Kept turning her nose up at my band
She's into Yellow Card, Blink and Simple Plan

It's so pathetic

She's into Jane's Addiction
But she don't know their songs
And I fall over laughing when she tries to sing along
She thinks that she's so "emo"
Next week she'll be a "goth"
It all amounts to nothing
She gets murdered in the mosh

One night I crashed at her apartment
Her Sonic Youth cd's were nowhere to be seen
Instead, all I found was a letter
Her correspondence with some pop star magazine

It's so pathetic

She's into Jane's Addiction
But she don't know their songs
And I fall over laughing when she tries to sing along
She thinks that she's so "emo"
Next week she'll be a "goth"
It all amounts to nothing
She gets murdered in the mosh

Sometimes I wonder what goes on inside her mind
When she said she though
Dave Grohl had died and Kurt Cobain was still alive
Just go to concerts that you love
Cos there's no shame in liking Backstreet Boys

She's into Jane's Addiction
But she don't know their songs
And I fall over laughing when she tries to sing along
She thinks that she's so "emo"
Next week she'll be a "goth"
It all amounts to nothing
She gets murdered in the mosh

This song goes out to all the fakers
Out to the critics and haters
This song goes out to all the fakers
You all know who you are
Give it up
Your friends will find out
Now or later
Time for change
Just be yourself
Dont be a faker

Yours Sincerely,

2:52 PM


Friday, February 09, 2007

♥Every breathe is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name

Awww, (A) is ill )=
Just home from tuition. Logarithms, damn boring lah!
Almost fell asleep man! (=
Susan didn't come, fever )=
Clarabelle rebonded her hair, and it looks nice!

I'm damn tired now, Bye.

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
And walking back into the night
Into the sunset of your glory
When my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you
My miracle...

If you could see what I see
You're the answers to my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear
That angels brought me here

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breathe is ur love
Every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle...

If you could see what I see
You're the answers to my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear
That angels brought me here

They brought me here to be with you
I'll be forever greatful
Oh forever faithful
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

If you could see what I see
You're the answers to my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear
That angels brought me here

Yours Sincerely,

11:18 PM


Wednesday, February 07, 2007

♥A love that's so demanding, I can't speak.

Seriously I think Miss Juliana Lee is out to torture us.
By making us write out the corrections 3times, in full sentences, is HELL!
My finger almost broke.
No more Chickee Dance from now on, and it would be Pole-dance in future!
And who's the pole? Melvin Soon! (=

Nicholas and Nathanel were like super late.
Miss Lee was already in class when they arrived.
Haha!
Flunked my Grand Review )=
Gonna work hard for the re-test!

I've passed my Chinese Test! Miracle huh!
35/60! 3cheers for Geraldine! (=
SS was damn boring, Vannesa and I was very very irritated.
Completed the Grand Review corrections during the afternoon program.

Music Room's key went misisng, and they spent time looking for it.
Sooo, wasted alot of time, which is a very good thing!
Had a short sectionals today, and ended around 5plus.

Looked for Alvin and others, and sat outside school to slack.
Alvin Ong was like, damn hot man!
He can do split, can you believe it!
He should seriously join Dance and bring them glory.
Haha!

Yeah, all my homework's undone.
I'm really very very tired, so yeah.
Bye!

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change

So many
Bright lights they cast a shadow
But can I speak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you ?
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I said

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Yours Sincerely,

10:08 PM


Tuesday, February 06, 2007

♥And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Oh, I've done my homework today too!
Keep it up, Geraldine!
Hah, I'm going mad man!

Finally I've got my haircut (=
Its about the same as the other one, but this time my tail's longer!

SEQ for History today, came up with linkers and all.
Test on next week, and he gave us the question to prepare!
I love Mr Das! (=

3periods of Math today, and they almost killed me, and the rest of the class.
Completing the squares, like gosh, damn complicating.

I've got 7th position in class for Chemistry test!
And was the only girl in the top ten list, as our class has a pathetic number of girls.
29.5/40, rather disappointed, 'cause I made damn loads of careless mistakes! )=

After dismissal, Lynette, Mahirah, Hongying and I went to get the stuffs for noticeboard at Whitesands.
I'm such a kind girl, helping out in the noticeboard decoration when I'm not in the commitee (=
They should all thank me!
Lunched at Macdonalds, boughthe stuffs at Popular and NTUC Fairprice.
Yeah, and we laughed like some lunatics just escaped from Hougang Chalet (=
Especially in NTUC, gosh!

Decorated the board, made some garlic-bread-like thing with newspaper and aluminium foil, to shape out the letters, pretty nice!
Thanks Hongying! Practice makes perfect! <3

Finally I've gotten a Valentine's present for (A)! Hopefully he likes it!
Heh, 'cause I LOVEEEEEEEEE it! =D

Till then, lovelies!

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause there's you and me and all other people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And there's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What are the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You get my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause there's you and me and all other people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And there's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
And everything she does is right

'Cause there's you and me and all other people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And there's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

You and me and all other people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And there's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive.

Yours Sincerely,

8:45 PM


Monday, February 05, 2007

♥Everytime the bass bangs, realize it calls your name.

I actually finished all 3newspaper articles that piled up from 2weeks ago!
I'm so proud of myself! (=
And firstly, I'll thank Alvin! <3
Haha!
You're missed, baby!

Guess this is the very first time I sat down and did my work seriously.
I should buck up.
Getting 8/25 for Chemistry Quiz isn't something to be proud of, 'cause I didn't study for it.
So I guess I should do well for the re-quiz tomorrow, 'cause I studied for it man!

Voice test is coming real soon, and I'm totally not ready.
Maybe 3/4 ready?
'Cause I'm left with Shima-E that I totally have no idea how to sing it.
Soooo, wish me luck.

A really long day today, assembly we had opening service.
And the Catholics performed, well-done!
Though it wasn't very successful in a way?

My lovely (A) is doing his F&N project now <3
So, quick finish, and we'll lovey-dovey on the phone! (=
Haha! I'm going mad! <3 'Cause I love you, boy!

High on a hill was a lonely goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-lay-he-hoo
Yodell back with the girl and goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-low

Wind it up
Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh
Yodellay, yodallay, yodal-low

This is the key that makes us wind up
When the beat comes on, the girls all line up
And the boys all look, but no, they can't touch
But the girls want to know why boys like us so much

They like the way we dance, they like the way we work
They like that way that L.A.M.B. is going across my shirt
They like the way my pants, it compliments my shape (She's crazy, right?)
They like the way we react everytime we dance

Everytime the bass bangs, realize it calls your name
Let the beat wind you up, and don't stop till your time is up
Get in line now

Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh
Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh
Yodellay, yodallay, yodal-low

You've got to let the beat get under your skin
You've got to open up, and let it all in
But see, once it gets in, the poppin' begins
Then you'll find out, why all the boys stare

They're trying to bite our style
Trying to study our approach
They like the way we do it, so original
I guess that they are slow, so they should leave the room
This beat is for the clubs, and cars that go

Everytime the bass bangs, realize it calls your name
Let the beat wind you up, and don't stop till your time is up
Get in line now

Uh, uh, uh, wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh
(Ya'll ready)

Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh
Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh
Yodellay, yodallay, yodal-low

Uh huh, it's your moment
Uh huh, come on girl, you know you own it
Uh huh, you know your key is still tick-tockin'
Hell yeah, and you know they're watchin'

Get it girl, get it, get it girl
Get it girl, get it, get it girl
To the front, to the side,
To the back, but don't let him ride

Keep goin' girl, it's your night
Don't let him steal your light
I know he thinks you're fine and stuff
But does he know how to wind you up?
(Come on)

Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh
Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh
Yodellay, yodallay, yodal-low, hey!

Yours Sincerely,

9:55 PM


Sunday, February 04, 2007

♥A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams

Home, from Chinese-New-Year-clothes-shopping at Tampines, despite the condition of my leg.
But obviously I didn't get anything.
And my mum gotten a bag full of clothes.
She's just so selfish )=
Whoops! (=

Saw Hongying and Sebestian (= Jacquetta, Daphne(?)
Yeah, haha!
Just eaten a cup of Chocolate icecream, delicious!
That was my lunch, pathetic.

I miss (A) ))))))))))))))))=

When I was a young boy
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten, and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten, and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
When through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
do you fight it to the end
We hear the call

To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
we'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh

Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh

Take a look at me, cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
Want it all, we wanna play this part
Won't explain, or say I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a chair, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's to me
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I'm just a boy, who wanna to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on

We'll carry on

We'll carry on

We'll carry on

We'll carry

We'll carry on

Yours Sincerely,

5:39 PM



♥You make me wanna surrender my soul.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! )=
My leg's wrapped like some dumpling, or worse than a dumpling man!
So ugly, and disgusting! )=
My self-esteem is lowered, by a whole lot man!

And 'cause of this, I can't go out! )=
Supposed to go shopping with Mummy today, ruined )=

Chatting with (A), he's making me feel so much better <3
My miracle! (=
He's so sweet! <3 I'm going mad, again!

I'm such a nice sister, I'm helping my brother burn his POKEMON disc.
And I'm watching it at the same time (=

My homeworks are still undone, Physics, summary )=
How man? I'm totally not in the mood to do anything, but to talk to (A) (=
Whoops! X=

You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing I really need.
Baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end, and I..
They'll get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends, oh.
I wanna know if you feel the same.
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt, babe.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing I really need.
And baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light. (Morning light)
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight. (Just can’t fight)
You're the first and last thing on my mind.(On my mind)
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love, wooh.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never known before
We're gonna make love , oooh!

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul. (Surrender my soul)..

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.(Surrender my soul)


Yours Sincerely,

12:38 PM


Saturday, February 03, 2007

♥Where I almost made out with the Homecoming Queen.

Its coming to 9pm, and he still hasn't come online )=
I'm going crazyyyyyyyyy!
My lips are peeling, damn dry.
My leg's swollen, can't even fit into my slippers.
My leg's hurt when I walk.
My sms's exceeded, with 9days to go.
My mind think about nothing but him.

(=
Enough of that.
Ate real little for dinner, didn't have the appetite.

Sian ballssssssssssssssssssssssssss, seriously not in the mood to talk about anything.
Bye.

I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the Homecoming Queen
Who almost went on to be miss Texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastas
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished you woulda loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did five years and then seven more
Cause I almost got bopped for a fight with a thug
Cause he almost made off with a bunch of good drugs
That I almost got hooked on cause you ran away
And I wish I would have had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
almost had you
And I didn't even know it

And you kept me guessing
And now I'm destined
To spend my time missing you
I almost wish you woulda loved me too

Here I go thinkin' about all the things I could have done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems, I can't remember one.

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I can't fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessin'
And now I'm destined
To spend my time missin' you
And I almost had you
Almost had you
Almost had you

I almost wished you woulda loved me too
wished you woulda loved me too

Yours Sincerely,

8:53 PM



♥You were the last good thing about this part of town.

My seventieth post, finally! (=

He's still out )= And forever busy.
Sian ballssssssss.
Staying at home is boringggggggg.
Especially when both of us can't sms.

Getting songs into Mummy's mp3, I'm such a filial kid (=
I'm going blog-hopping to kill my boredom.
No words can discribe my boredom mannnnnnnn.
Seriosuly damnnnnnnnnnn bored lahhhhh.
Eff-ing shitttttttttttt.

I want (A), but he's not free )=
Forget it, I miss you!

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope, he is a gentleman.
And maybe he won't find out what I know:
You were the last good thing about this part of town.

When I wake up.
I'm willing to take my chances on
the hope i forget,
that you hate him more than you notice
I wrote this for you

You need him. I could be him
I could be an accident but I'm still tryin'
And that's more than I can say for him

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope, he is a gentleman.
And maybe he won't find out what I know:
You were the last good thing about this part of town

Someday I'll appreciate in value
Get off my ass and call you
In the mean time I'll sport my brand new fashion
Of waking up with pants off at four in the afternoon

You need him. I could be him
I could be an accident but I'm still tryin'
And that's more than I can say for him

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman
and maybe he won't find out what I know,
You were the last good thing about this part of town

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he wont find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman
Maybe he wont find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.

Yours Sincerely,

3:40 PM

Reach my prismic soul.


Hello, my name is Geraldine L.Y

I'm very in love with my Alvin T.,
and I can't wait for our anniversary,
20070124Y

Darling oh Darling, I love you so.

Still each time I always meant,
Every word, every one.
I never knew how much "I love you" meant to anyone,
Until I met you.
Problems do come in the way,
But we swore we'd overcome them together.

Yesterday, just yesterday, you promise me,
You'd take care of me till forever.
And yesterday you told me too,
Your love for me is endless.
Yes darling, my love for you too, never-ending.


FRIENDSTERY
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Unconditional desires.
Loves ALVIN!
Vannesa!<3 Atiqah! <3
Shopping!
Lovely bolster! Soft toys! Sweet cushions!
Mars bar! Magnum! Chocolates! Candies! Roses!
Pretty long nails! Pretty clothes! Bags! Belts!
Lovely movies! Gossiping!
Music! Choir!


Desires

(RED) iPod Nano

Couple Converse Shoes,
Orange Addidas Watch, Orange Addidas Sweater,
Mango top, Black pointed flats from Bugis Street.
More Skinny Jeans, Please and Thank you.


The endless connections.

Alvin Honey! <3 @Angels-brokenvow

2e3 @2e3compassion
3e3 @3e3compassion07
Amanda @Aishiteru-frh
Amanda P. @Dark-vengeance
Andrea @Nakedtruth-
Angeline @12deadlyspins
Atiqah @Faced0wn-11
Bena @Bbabybbena-
Candy @Candaaylicious
Carmen @Dear-boyfriend
Charmaine @Mainelove
Cheryl @999heartxx
Cheryl T. @Makethislasforever
Claudia @Nomdeplume-
Elisha @Quarterandaheartdown
Ethel @Touchup-justalittle
Fabian @4-everlasting
Hillary @Masqueradelove02
Huiling @Huilingg
Jacquetta @Bitchslap-
Jeremy @Vodkaddict-
Jiaxin @Angelx-angeline
Joanne @J0ane-xp
Jocelyn @Miracle-happenings
Jollyn @Silentreverie-
Jomaine @Shweetmelodyy
Jovina @Bemylove-j0j0
Kim @Mouthshut-
Kenneth @Isincerelycare
Kunyuan @Bloodsandtears
Liangying @-Sugarbites
Litng @Bakingfate
Mandy @Untoldeceit
Melissa @Taintedstained-rhapsody
Marianne @Sophisticatedly-simple
Michelle @Radiancemitch
Moyra @Lovebegetslove
Nicholas @Niicckybutt
Nuanting @Pessimisticgirl-
Priscilla @Historymakersforchrist
Regina @Starlight-world
Renee @Ilovehscschoir
Samantha @Simplyloves-
Stephanie Y. @Snowwfrosteddgems
Stephanie G.Prettypersuasion-
Susan @Mousyfreako
Szeern @Nottherealkite
Valerie @Ransacked-means
Vannesa @-Blacklisted
Vera @A-simpleheart
Wanling @Ohsoopafresh-
Wendy @Icex-angel
Yanhua @Moove-it
Yiling @Falsepride-
Yunjie @Its-a-noob-thing
Zhiyong @Tzy92hsc


It took time to see.
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
September 2007


2417, Love
Goodbye.
It's written all over your face, It's such a painf...
I want to scream until no sound comes out.
It's soon-to-be 1pm, and I've yet to bathe.(:I'm a...
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever s...
Guessed I failed to love you, and you're taking it...
You don't have to speak because I can hear your he...
It's been a long time since you called me, how cou...
And I need you like a heart needs a beat.


Mix the words up.

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