Saturday, January 13, 2007

♥Torn by the pleasure and the pain of loving you.

Did some thinking during this long boring day.
Seriosuly I think I've been very unfair to him.
But, its over. )=

Took out many things that reminded me of him, and cried.
5th September'2006. All the memories, happy or sad, just came to me within that minute.
I loveyou, Hans.
I guess its time to say goodbye.
No matter what I do, you just can't forgive me.
I understand.
One day, when you finally forgive me, I'll will be here.

Softly you told me what I already knew
No doubt in my mind, no doubt that it was true
The tenderness we had and the love that we used to share
Have long since disappeared if ever really there
Torn by the pleasure and the pain of loving you
I'm so confused I don't know what to do

Just when I'm saying the need for you is gone
That's when I realise the feeling's just as strong

Something in the way you look at me
Something that you just can't hide
Something in the way you look at me
Oh could never be denied
Nothing I can do to change it
Nothing I can even try
Something in the way you look at me
Darlin' I don't know, I don't know why

Too long it's been easy to carry on this way
When the words that really hurt are the ones we don't say
Hard to believe we had a love so strong
And I just can't accept that it could go so wrong

Try to explain I don't know if I can
What will it take to make you understand there's

Something in the way you look at me
Something I just can't explain
Something in the way you look at me
And I know I've got to try try again
Nothing I can do to change it
Nothing I can even try
Something in the way you look at me
I don't know why

Something in the way you look at me
Something I just can't explain
Something in the way you look at me
And I know I've got to try try again
Nothing I can do to change it
Nothing I can even try
Something in the way you look at me
I don't know why

Yours Sincerely,

9:15 PM

Reach my prismic soul.


Hello, my name is Geraldine L.Y

I'm very in love with my Alvin T.,
and I can't wait for our anniversary,
20070124Y

Darling oh Darling, I love you so.

Still each time I always meant,
Every word, every one.
I never knew how much "I love you" meant to anyone,
Until I met you.
Problems do come in the way,
But we swore we'd overcome them together.

Yesterday, just yesterday, you promise me,
You'd take care of me till forever.
And yesterday you told me too,
Your love for me is endless.
Yes darling, my love for you too, never-ending.


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Unconditional desires.
Loves ALVIN!
Vannesa!<3 Atiqah! <3
Shopping!
Lovely bolster! Soft toys! Sweet cushions!
Mars bar! Magnum! Chocolates! Candies! Roses!
Pretty long nails! Pretty clothes! Bags! Belts!
Lovely movies! Gossiping!
Music! Choir!


Desires

(RED) iPod Nano

Couple Converse Shoes,
Orange Addidas Watch, Orange Addidas Sweater,
Mango top, Black pointed flats from Bugis Street.
More Skinny Jeans, Please and Thank you.


The endless connections.

Alvin Honey! <3 @Angels-brokenvow

2e3 @2e3compassion
3e3 @3e3compassion07
Amanda @Aishiteru-frh
Amanda P. @Dark-vengeance
Andrea @Nakedtruth-
Angeline @12deadlyspins
Atiqah @Faced0wn-11
Bena @Bbabybbena-
Candy @Candaaylicious
Carmen @Dear-boyfriend
Charmaine @Mainelove
Cheryl @999heartxx
Cheryl T. @Makethislasforever
Claudia @Nomdeplume-
Elisha @Quarterandaheartdown
Ethel @Touchup-justalittle
Fabian @4-everlasting
Hillary @Masqueradelove02
Huiling @Huilingg
Jacquetta @Bitchslap-
Jeremy @Vodkaddict-
Jiaxin @Angelx-angeline
Joanne @J0ane-xp
Jocelyn @Miracle-happenings
Jollyn @Silentreverie-
Jomaine @Shweetmelodyy
Jovina @Bemylove-j0j0
Kim @Mouthshut-
Kenneth @Isincerelycare
Kunyuan @Bloodsandtears
Liangying @-Sugarbites
Litng @Bakingfate
Mandy @Untoldeceit
Melissa @Taintedstained-rhapsody
Marianne @Sophisticatedly-simple
Michelle @Radiancemitch
Moyra @Lovebegetslove
Nicholas @Niicckybutt
Nuanting @Pessimisticgirl-
Priscilla @Historymakersforchrist
Regina @Starlight-world
Renee @Ilovehscschoir
Samantha @Simplyloves-
Stephanie Y. @Snowwfrosteddgems
Stephanie G.Prettypersuasion-
Susan @Mousyfreako
Szeern @Nottherealkite
Valerie @Ransacked-means
Vannesa @-Blacklisted
Vera @A-simpleheart
Wanling @Ohsoopafresh-
Wendy @Icex-angel
Yanhua @Moove-it
Yiling @Falsepride-
Yunjie @Its-a-noob-thing
Zhiyong @Tzy92hsc


It took time to see.
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
September 2007


I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
You are the one that I can't, let you go.
There's a feeling inside I want you to know.
It's not a fashion statement, it's a fucking death...
Memories of Christmas time with you will just kill...
I trust myself, I'll be better.
Kill myself and slit my wrists.
Your subtleties they strangle me.
Though hope is frail, but its hard to kill.
Even we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away.


Mix the words up.

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You have my thanks.
Basecodes by Eclair, yours truly. Images from livejournals one & two, enhanced a little with Photoshop. Thanks you very much for the comment box,Haloscan