And one day what's lost can be found.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

♥Love is the red the rose on your coffin door.

<3
Aliens out there, Geraldine is here! (=
Okay, I'm seriously damn bored.
Singapore's leading the match! (=
1-0! Thanks Nicholas for keeping me updated, though my dad is watching as well.

I'm sorry for being sensitive at times, it was my fault.
Please stop apologizing, 'cause you did nothing wrong.
Love you my Mr (A).

Cheated during Chinese test man, used my handphone to find certain words.
But left two blank still ._.
Evil Kang didn't come today, finally escaped her irritating voice (=
2free periods, lucky 3e3!
Spent the time wisely, by filing all my stuffs.
And I mean ALL.

Homework's still undone! (=
Physics textbook, English newspaper article(since last week), Social Studies.
I think that's it.

My hair still isn't cut! )=
Suddenly remembered some funny stuffs.
Uncle BAO (= Instead of Uncle Paul.
Mr Gng beautiful car scratching clause.
HAHAHA, laugh out loud people.

Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance,

love it, or leave it, you cant understand
a pretty face but you do so carry on,
And on,
And on

I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me on,
And on,
And on

Love is the red the rose on your coffin door
What's life like bleeding on the floor?
The floor,
The floor

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
and make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Preach all you want, but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book you gave me,
Hallelujah, lock and load
black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent son,
it aint the mark or the scar that makes you one
and one
and one
and one

You'll never make me leave
I'll wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
and make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

You'll never make me leave
I'll wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
and make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
and make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Yours Sincerely,

8:49 PM

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

♥And give me all your hopeless hearts.

Guys cry because,

1. Girls screw them over
2. They just got hit in the balls
3. They're about to die
4. Their heart is broken

GIRLS: If you see a guy crying, hug him close and hold him up as he gets over the pain of getting kicked in the nuts. Tell him he's not going to die, and if he's crying over a girl... hug him and kiss him and let him know you won't screw him over and break his heart like the last girl did. Guys just want to know that our girls will be there for us to support us when we need them and help us get our mind off the pain of heartbreak, getting kicked in the balls, and knowing we're gonna die.

Girls cry because

1. They're sad
2. They're scared
3. They're nervous
4. They're frustrated
5. They're missing someone
6. They're alone
7. They're PMSing
8. They're pregnant
9. Their heart is broken
10. They're in love
11. Their souls have been torn
12. THEY MET A BOY THEY CANT HAVE
13. They fell in love with a boy
14. They hurt so bad inside
15. They're mad
16. JUST BECAUSE THEY FEEL LIKE CRYING

BOYS: If any girl you know is crying and you see them, don't just stand there and say you're sorry. Hold them and tell them everything will be okay,even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them.

Real sweettttttttt! From Melissa's blog! (=

Yours Sincerely,

4:59 PM

♥Happy Birthday, Joanne!

First time Geraldine's home so early (=
Maybe I should, from now on, so I can use comp longer.
Rah, (A) is having NCC, and I'm so bored here.
I'm missing you badly man!

(A) sent me to school! (=
He's just so sweet! Thank you many many for the handphone pouch!
It's especially lovely, 'cause its from you, and its ORANGE! <3

Had lunch with Priscilla Girlfriend!
At MacDonalds.
Saw Amanda POH!
And poof, I'm home!

Maybe I should talk about yesterday?
Treasure hunt yesterday, Sec 1 orientation in other words.
Was rather boring for us lah.
Espeially the station the amuse Ellis, doubt anyone was able to.
Thankfully we finished early. 'Cause (A) waited for me! <3
Tuition and blah blah blah.
Damn boring.

Spent the time playing with names (?)
So Geraldine becomes enidlareG.
And Melissa's assileM, Sam's ahtnamaS.
Hilariously hilarious.

Shall continue the pictures (=

Yours Sincerely,

3:50 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

♥'Cause there's no pride, to be found.

I'm home, people! (=
The chalet was, damn fun!
Haha, shall upload the pictures.
Anyway I'm too lazy to elaborate (=

More the next time round! (=
Bye!

Yours Sincerely,

8:43 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

♥Everything you wanted to be, everything you want from me.

Mozilla Firefox is LOVELY!
Especially the add-ons! Pretty themes! (=
Haha! Got a GREAT deal!

I'm home, soooo early!
'Cause I'm going out again!
I love (A)! <3

Well, quite a long, cold day.
Thanks Jesslin for lending me your sweater during recess.
You filled me with warmth!
First 3periods was pretty boring.
Mr Yap went for resevice, and got some fresh graduate from Meridian JC to take over.
Totally can't get what he was teaching, and was half asleep.

Sorry Vannesa, I couldn't do anything when you were having gastrics.
Told you I can't take care of people, I'm really sorry!
History was, so-so.
Wasn't very fun, and wasn't very boring either.

Had Chemistry test just now, I'll fail with diving colours.
I'm mentally prepared.

I've made up my mind! I'm gonna cut my hair by today no matter what! (=
Well, gonna go bathe!
I'm stinking up the room.
Bye stinky peoples!
I love (A)!

Yours Sincerely,

1:06 PM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

♥All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.

Holla!
Haven't blogged for like,3days?
Many many things happened!
But I'm not gonna elaborate any (=

Downloading Mozilla Firefox, for fun.
Choir today was not bad, except for the debrief part, Fuck Miss Khoo sia.
My junior, Enmarye! Nice name huh? =D

I love (a)!
Mwah, Baby!

Family gathering's on Saturday.
Hopefully can go Wild Wild Wet!
Slideupppppppppp!
Thankfully my P@#!$#'s over! (=
Lucky ass!

I guess I'm trying to say I'm sorry,
But it always comes out wrong,
I think a part of you still loves me,
Even though we're moving on.

Always, all ways I wanted us to be,
Always, all ways you and me,
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me,

Always all ways...

And I'm sorry for what happened,
But I want you there to see,
That I'm changing all my actions,
I don't wanna set you free.

Always, all ways I want to see you through
Always, all ways me and you
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.

'Cause I'm waiting for you,
Yeah, I'm waiting for you,
Give me answers, get me through,
I will wait...

Always, all ways I wanted us to be,
Always, all ways you and me,
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.

'Cause I'm waiting for you,
And I'll wait here for you,
Give me answers, get me through,
I will wait...

'Cause I'm waiting for you,
Yeah I'm waiting for you,
Give me answers, get me through,
I will wait...

Always, all ways

Yours Sincerely,

9:08 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

♥I believe

Just watched the finals for Project Superstar.
I love Daren! OH GOSH!
He's hot, with capital H, H-o-t!
<3
Rah, I love Diya too, but I love Daren more (=
I believe myself, zuo chu zui wan mei de wo...
Hah, damn nice!

How Daren and Diya gonna compete lo, they like both damn good lah!
Boring, everyone go out.
I'm stuck at my Uncle's place, so boring.
With my homkwork all not done, and they're all at home ._.
I'm gonna be so dead.

Alvin Tan, rah.
500bucks, so what?
Waited for like 2 hours, haha!

Yeah Nicholas Poh Jay, WO KE YI is DAMN NICE!
Hah!
You're GAY!
(=

Well, shall end here lo.
In the process of rotting and decomposing.
Bye!

Yours Sincerely,

11:19 AM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

♥Hooked on.

Suddenly got hooked up with this chinese song (=
Please, listen to the chorus! <3

Yours Sincerely,

4:06 PM

♥A little more and I'll fall off the planet entirely.

Well thanks people, I'm better already! (=
Especially Angeline, listening to me everytime I've got problems.
And pei-ing me to Bugis in the afternoon yesterday <3
Love you many!

Don't wish to talk about it anymore, they'll be beautiful memories (=

}dardar, hopefully, my christmas wish would come true, and yours too!
My A****, and you K**W**! Love!
<3

I think I've put the lyrics of this song before, but who cares, I love it!

Turn it up I never wanna go home
I only wanna be part of your breakdown
She got caught by the four on the floor
I picked her up
And she'll never get let down
And now I can't stop
Thinking about it
All you people at the top
Don't know nothing about it
We don't give a fuck what the price is
So just leave us to our own devices and we'll leave you alone

I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away

She says it all without a thought in her head
She says it all as she's pressed up against me
A little something just to take off the edge
A little more and I'll fall off the planet entirely

I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away

I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
When we both get carried away

Yours Sincerely,

1:43 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

♥Edited, gonecase.

Edited most of my posts.
There'll be no more "I love Hans" and stuffs.
So, yeah.
This shall be it.
Bye.

Yours Sincerely,

9:13 PM

♥

Never Date a Virgo

Demanding, picky, and a total perfectionist - there's no way you want to live up to Virgo's standards.It's not that you couldn't please a Virgo... you would just hate yourself for doing it.
Instead try dating: Libra, Leo, Aquarius, or Aries

You Are 12% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds.You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

Your Lucky Underwear Is Red

You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself.You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed.
When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world.So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you!

Your Japanese Name Is...

Etsu Sasaki

Yours Sincerely,

2:16 PM

♥'Cause the hardest part of this, is leaving you.

Going out soon, in a few minutes time (=
Finally! Bugis-ing with Angeline! <3
She's having dance now, till 3.

Rah, stupid Alvin, keep saying I'm boisterous ._.
I'm just, a little too cheerful mah (=
Shall end here. <3

Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my Aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me
In all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,

Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.

Now turn away,
Cause I'm awful just to see
Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
All my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo,
But counting down the days to go.
It just ain't living

And I just hope you know,
That if you say,
Good-bye today,
I'd ask you to be true,

Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you...

Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you...

Get over it...

Yours Sincerely,

1:46 PM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

♥

Not in the mood to blog.
Lots of work not done, but I'm still blogging lah ._.
Another boring day. PE! <3
Told Kang I would hand in by end of today.
But I didn't X=

Enough of this, recesses with Amanda, Jesslin and Angeline is FUN!
Crap and crap.
._. Lame people we are! <3
Jackson and Joel are mad, call me paikia, for no reason also.
Damn it.

Haha, according to Amanda, Ivan opened his Girlfriend(umbrella) in class!
Then the teacher ask him why he open, he say its very hot.
LOL!

Okay, I've nothing else to say.
End here, bye!

Yours Sincerely,

8:48 PM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

♥All the summer nights spent wondering.

Well, Physics test was postponed.
(= Thankfully.
Got booked the second time already, late for morning worksheet.
All thanks to Amanda Ho!
And sorry Hoechin for making you get booked too (=

Went for Choir sectionals today.
One word to describe, BORING!
Did Shima-E, wasn't listening anyway. (Whoops!)
Everyone Sang and Gloria (=
(But was playing Quadra-pop at the same time X= )

There's a time and place for everything
There's a reason why certain people meet
There's a destination for everyone
What's the explanation when we're done?
All the summer nights spent wondering
So many questions asked
But no one's answering
Will it be okay, if I left today?
Took my chances on what you said was wrong

I'm Jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry that I'll never regret these years
spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry and I'll never regret these years
I'll never regret these years

Now here I sit so far away
Remembering all our memories
It's times like these that I miss you most
Remembering when we were so close

I'm Jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry that I'll never regret these years
spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry and I'll never regret these years
I'll never regret these years

I'll never forget the places we've been
You and I
Our lives are slipping away
Don't want to let time pass us by... by

I'm Jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry that I'll never regret these years
spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry and I'll never regret these years
I'll never regret these years

I'm Jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry that I'll never regret these years
spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry and I'll never regret these years
I'll never regret these years

Stop here. (=

Yours Sincerely,

8:54 PM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

♥

Whoo, yeah!
Finally done with this blog (=
Hope it looks fine!
Rah, I've not studied for Physics, and I'm still here editing my blog.
Seeking death.

Yours Sincerely,

9:38 PM

♥This hypocracy's beginning to get to me.

Seriously I don't know what happened to my skin.
Edited abit, hopefully it looks fine.
Its not the Photobucket thingy right?

Okay, I've got 3 small-but-damn-painful blisters on my leg, pathetic.
AND I HAVE AN ENORMOUS PIMPLE UNDER MY LIPS!
Maybe its not really enormous to other people, but to me,
IT LOOKS DISGUSTING!
)=

I'm seriously dying soon, of depression.
That's the reason why I've got a pimple!
Finally I understand.

Rah, I've not done my Math, not studied for Physics.
I'm seriously not in the mood to do anything, except to dream of him.
)= Why is this happening to me!
I want Aunt Agony!

What happened to you
You've played the victim for so long now in this game
What i thought was true
It's made of fiction and i'm following the same
But if I try
To make sense of this mess I'm in
I'm not sure where I should begin
I'm falling, I'm falling

Now I'm in over my head, with something i said
Completely misread, I'm better off dead.
And now I can see, how fake you can be
This hypocracy's beginning to get to me.

It's none of my concern
Why look to me because I don't believe in fame
I guess you never heard I've met our makers
They don't even know your name

But if I had to say goodbye to leave this hell
I'd say my time has served me well
I'm falling I'm falling

Now I'm in over my head, with something i said
Completely misread, I'm better off dead
And now I can see, how fake you can be
This hypocracy's beginning to get to

This came long before those who suffer more
I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare
What's with my disgrace I lost the human race
No one plans for it to blow up in their face

Who said it was easy to put back all these pieces
Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces

Now I'm in over my head, with something I said
Completely misread, I'm better off dead
And now I can see, how fake you can be
This hypocracy's beginning to get to me
Over my head, better off dead
Over my head, better off dead

ALRIGHT

Yours Sincerely,

8:26 PM

♥Hold their mesmeric sway and dance out to the moon.

Home! <3
Mr Tan is such a zilian-kuang (=

Got a scare from Vannesa today, HEADACHE!
Gosh, scary lah!

A teacher took the remote control from the AVA room, again ._.
And we suffered suffocation(?)
At least it wasn't very hot, thankfully (=
Quite a boring day, no chinese afternoon program, luckily!
Done an essay in class (= About precious granny! 487words!
She's just soooo lovable, lah!

Took individual picture today, I bet I look like a piece of crap )=
Nevermind, I'll just chuck it aside, when I get it.

Lead to the river
Midsummer I wave
A "V" of black swans
On with hope to the grave
And through Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear

Like a thorn for the holy ones
Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced, when you left me
A rose in the rain...
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampiric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better...
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

Wracked with your charm
I'm circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt
Fold to my arms

Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance out to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the bind of your holiness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampiric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better...
Nymphetamine

Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine
(Nymphetamine)
None better...
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

Yours Sincerely,

5:29 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

♥I'm not here to let your love go, I'm here to win your heart and soul.

Poor Geraldine.
Tuition ended at 10pm, and now she's home choing-ing homeworks.
Stupid Miss Julianna Lee, can't she just let us hand in our articles one Wednesday ._.
Plus, I'll be having Cheminstry test tomorrow!
I'm gonna die, badlyyyyyyyy! )=

Yayness, going Pastamania with Priscilla Girlfriend, for the sake of our Creamy Chicken!
Rah, the thought of it made my tummy growled (=
It's just sooo, heavenly!

Okay, enough of food.
If not I'll never be able to finish my homeworks, and studying Chemistry.

You know where I've come from,
You know my story,
You know why I'm standing here...
Tonight,
Please don't go,
Don't be in a hurry,
I'm here to make it clear,
Make it right,

Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for,

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.

Please don't go,
You know that I need you,
I can't breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.

Well I won't stop believing,
That we will be leaving together,
So when I say I love you,
I mean it forever and ever,
ever and ever....

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal....

Yours Sincerely,

11:04 PM

♥Lost your sense of fear, feelings insincere.

I'll have to entertain myself with the delicious cake that Mummy bought for me <3
Having a special craving for Mars bar, I'll have to get it no matter what.
I'm hungry )=
Had a very full lunch, though. But its never enough (= I'm a glutton!

Well, I'll have to end here.
Tuition later, boring )=
Nevermind, I'll have a chance to eat another Mars bar! =D

This may never start,
We could fall apart,
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear,
Feelings insincere,
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted,
Just like I imagined,
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster,
My heart's beating faster,
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start,
I'll tear us apart,
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year,
Waiting for you here,
I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted,
Just like I imagined,
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster,
My heart's beating faster,
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start,
Tearin' out my heart,
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear,
Feelings disappear,
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted,
Just like I imagined,
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster,
My heart's beating faster,
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start,
We could fall apart,
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear,
Feelings insincere,
Can I be your memory?

Yours Sincerely,

6:06 PM

♥Love it is a razor, that leaves the soul to bleed.

Whoo, I'm home!
Definitely earlier than everyone else in the choir, 'cause I PON-NED CHOIR!
See that! (=

No lah, was having a real bad tummy-ache.
Called my mum, and she said I needn't go for choir.
Thank you Mummy! <3

Meanwhile, I'll enjoy the accompaniment of my lovely comp (=
Bye beautiful-s <3

Some say Love it is a river,
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say Love it is a razor,
That leaves the soul to bleed.
Some say Love it is a hunger,
An endless, aching need.
I say Love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.

It's the heart, afraid of breaking,
That never learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking,
That never takes a chance.
It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give.
And the soul, afraid of dyin',
That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely,
And the road has been too long,
And you think that Love is only,
For the lucky and the strong,
Just remember in the winter,
Far beneath the bitter snow,
Lies a seed that with the sun's Love,
And the spring, becomes the rose.

Yours Sincerely,

5:36 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

♥I'll swallow my pride and I'll be alive.

Hello beautiful people!

There's so much life I've left to live
And this fire's burning still
When I watch you look at me
I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream
And forsake the solid ground
And give up this fear within
Of what would happen if they ever knew
I'm in love with you

'Cause I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

I know I can't survive
Another night away from you
You're the reason I go on
And now I need to live the truth
Right now, there's no better time
From this fear I will break free
And I live again with love
And no the they can't take that away from me
And they will see... yeah

I’d surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Every night's getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, baby
I'll swallow my pride and I'll be alive
CAN'T you hear my call
I surrender

I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to youI know you can feel it too
We'll make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'll make you give them all to me
I'll hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

right now
I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me
(My everything) My everything (I surrender all to you)

Yours Sincerely,

9:32 PM

♥Let me kiss all your tears away.

Hah! Slept at one, woke up at 10 (= 9hours of sleep, more than enough.

I cry and you comfort me
I’m lost and you hear my scream
So its hard to watch you falling
When you run so deep in me
You live in me

Gonna stand by your side now
Let me kiss all your tears away
You can stay in my arms now
And I know I can make you believe
Again…

I walk but you can run though fire
I search for reasons and baby you inspire
But I … I know somebody hurt you
And I know you really need a friend
Well you can take my hand

Gonna stand by your side now
Let me kiss all your tears away
You can stay in my arms now
And I know I can make you believe Again…

When you feel like you can’t go on
Don’t you know you’ll never walk alone
You live in me

Gonna stand by your side now
Let me kiss all your tears away
You can stay in my arms now
And I know I can make you believe
Again…

I’m gonna stand
Stand by your side
Kiss all your tears
Away tonight
I’m gonna stand
stand by your side make you believe again
see ya smiling again

Yours Sincerely,

10:22 AM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

♥Not ready.

You Are 36% Ready for Marriage

You will be ready for marriage someday - just not any day soon!You still have a lot of dating to do before your find a relationship that works for you.

Hah, trying to prevent myself to think about other things.
Unfortunately, I can't.

Yours Sincerely,

9:45 PM

♥Torn by the pleasure and the pain of loving you.

Did some thinking during this long boring day.
Seriosuly I think I've been very unfair to him.
But, its over. )=

Took out many things that reminded me of him, and cried.
5th September'2006. All the memories, happy or sad, just came to me within that minute.
I loveyou, Hans.
I guess its time to say goodbye.
No matter what I do, you just can't forgive me.
I understand.
One day, when you finally forgive me, I'll will be here.

Softly you told me what I already knew
No doubt in my mind, no doubt that it was true
The tenderness we had and the love that we used to share
Have long since disappeared if ever really there
Torn by the pleasure and the pain of loving you
I'm so confused I don't know what to do

Just when I'm saying the need for you is gone
That's when I realise the feeling's just as strong

Something in the way you look at me
Something that you just can't hide
Something in the way you look at me
Oh could never be denied
Nothing I can do to change it
Nothing I can even try
Something in the way you look at me
Darlin' I don't know, I don't know why

Too long it's been easy to carry on this way
When the words that really hurt are the ones we don't say
Hard to believe we had a love so strong
And I just can't accept that it could go so wrong

Try to explain I don't know if I can
What will it take to make you understand there's

Something in the way you look at me
Something I just can't explain
Something in the way you look at me
And I know I've got to try try again
Nothing I can do to change it
Nothing I can even try
Something in the way you look at me
I don't know why

Something in the way you look at me
Something I just can't explain
Something in the way you look at me
And I know I've got to try try again
Nothing I can do to change it
Nothing I can even try
Something in the way you look at me
I don't know why

Yours Sincerely,

9:15 PM

Friday, January 12, 2007

♥I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Had a V V V fun day today! (=
Thanks Angeline for making my day! <3
Love you!

Short post today.
Quarrelled with Yie.
Sighs, all my fault.

Forget it, he'll never forgive me )=

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh but God I want to let it go

come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
never wanted it to be so cold
just didn't drink enough to say you love me

I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow

Don't want to let it lay me down this time
drown my will to fly
here in the darkness I know myself
can't break free until I let it go let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all
anything is better than to be alone
and in the end I guess I had to fall
always find my place among the ashes

I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- stay in love with you
oh I'm gonna let it go

Yours Sincerely,

9:41 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

♥You are the one that I can't, let you go.

Lazy to blog, so here's a few quizzes I've done to increase my number of posts (=

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out
Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking
What turns you off: fighting and conflict
Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

Your Envy Quotient: 65%

You are quite the jealous person, even if you don't know it.And the true bummer is: you're too envious to really appreciate what you have going on.Just remember, no one has the perfect life. So love the one you have!

You Are Coffee Ice Cream

Energetic and lively, you are always on the go.You're doing a million things at once and doing them well.You tend to motivate others and raise spirits.
You are most compatible with chocolate ice cream.

Done (=

Yours Sincerely,

9:19 PM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

♥There's a feeling inside I want you to know.

Didn't blog within 2days (=
Being so guai, I was too busy with homeworks and tuition.
So boring lah.

I miss them :
1. Sleeping till 12pm, especially during rainy days )=
2. Using comp all day long )=
3. Slack and slack )=
4. I miss Yie )=

Well, feeling very tired now, after a supposedly-to-be-not-long-but-it-seems-very-long day )=
Enjoy!

Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you ran away nothing's been the same

Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world
I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
'Cause here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

And I wonder, are you thinking of me
'Cause I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
'Cause here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

Yours Sincerely,

9:05 PM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

♥It's not a fashion statement, it's a fucking deathwish

Thank you Andrea, I'm done with Cyberganda!
(= Thanks for teaching me how to do, and sending me songs at the same time (=
You're the best!

!4 pages of Cyberganda, I'm finally done with it.
I've left out the last task, as I seriosuly don't know how to do.
I'm super happy now lah, and I don't know what to blog.

Will blog when I cool down later (=
Bye fellas, thanks Andrea! <3

For what you did to me,
And what I'll do to you,
You get, what everyone else gets,
You get a lifetime!

Let's go!
Do you remember back then when we met,
You told me this gets harder,
Well it did!
Been holding on forever,
Promise me that when I'm gone, you'll kill my enemies.
The damage you've inflicted, temporary wounds,
I'm coming back from the dead
Well I'll take you home with me,
I'm taking back the life you stole.

We never got that far,
This helps me to think all through the night.
Bright lights that, won't kill me now, or tell me how,
Just you and I, your starless eyes remain.

Hip hip hooray for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep?
Lay still like the dead,
From the razor to the rosary,
We could lose ourselves,
And paint these walls in pitchfork red.

I will avenge my ghost with every breath i take,
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me,
I'm taking back the life you stole.

This hole you put me in,
Wasn't deep enough,
And I'm climbing out right now.
You're running out of places to hide from me.
When you go,
Just know that I will remember you.
If living was the hardest part,
We'll then one day, be together.
And in the end we'll fall apart,
Just like the leaves change in colors.
And then I will be with you,
I will be there one last time now.

When you go,
Just know that I will remember you!

I've lost my fear of falling...
I will be with you,
I will be with you!

Yours Sincerely,

1:24 PM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

♥Memories of Christmas time with you will just kill me if I'm on my own.

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And I didn't mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

We've got nothing left to prove, kiss goodbye (=

Yours Sincerely,

9:53 PM

♥I trust myself, I'll be better.

After trying a thousand and one time, I finally got into Blogger ._.
Well, today is super boring.
Woke up at 10plus, from then I tried to do Maths, but somehow I just can't get the right answer.
Stupidity.

I'm still stuck with Cyberganda and Geography though holidays are over.
Can't help it, its seriously too boring.
Gotta stop here, Dad wants to use.
Blog later if possible (=

I'm better already! <3

Yours Sincerely,

8:34 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007

♥Kill myself and slit my wrists.

I'm seriously in no mood to do work, my comp is just too irresistible!
LOL, I loveyou! =D

Wah, Crapping with Dennis Soh (=
So lame sia.

Poor Mustaqin in hospital now )=
Get well soon!
I miss you and your crappiness!
Haha, without him in class is so boring lah!
Friday is supposed to be the relax-est(?) day, but it seems longer than Mondays.
Maybe I'm too tired?

Hah, glad I've said my troubles to (Mr), if not I would have killed myself and slit my wrists.
And die of depression too.
After all this, I've grown up a little.
Independent and mature (=
Its really a good thing.

Thank you for all your love you've given me, its really over.
You dumped me, I'll get right (=
I won't be shy, I won't be afraid, I'll stand on my own legs and find my own man...
Like what Jiaxin said, if that man is meant for me, He'll come at the right time (=
Thankyou!

For you <3

I see beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
You’ve touched my heart so deeply
And I can’t thank God enough
For all the beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
Everything is just so wonderful
Every little thing is just so beautiful
When I spend it with you

You came along
In an unexpected time
It was so divine
Knowing you are mine
It feels so right
When I look into your eyes
I never knew that love
Could make me feel this way
I can’t wait for the day
When I can truly say

I see beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
You’ve touched my heart so deeply
And I can’t thank God enough
For all the beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
Everything is just so wonderful
Every little thing is just so beautiful
When I spend it with you

You…
Woh, oh woh
You..

With you I felt fine
So right

I’ve sang so many songs in stages
With thousands of them watching me
But you’re here with me now
And I sing this song to you
To you, baby
Just for you
Just for you

I see beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
You’ve touched my heart so deeply
And I can’t thank God enough
For all the beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
Everything is just so wonderful
Every little thing is just so beautiful
When I spend it with you

You…

I love you Bye boy!

Yours Sincerely,

4:55 PM

♥Your subtleties they strangle me.

Another tiring day!
Thankfully I don't have CCA like poor Amanda is having now (=
Trying to do my homework now, but due to weird reasons, I just can't concentrate.

I tried to smile to you, but you looked away.
I've gave in, you gave up...

Why is life like that?
He gets good life, sitting next to *, flirting with her every single minute he could.
Me? I only get to sit at the other corner catching a glimpse of him whenever I could.
How pathetic.
Hah, ruins my day.
Anyway seeing him smile is good enough, even though he's not smiling 'cause of me.
LOL.

Uncle strike lottery, dinner tonight.
Nothing interest me now, not even food.
Why am I so down?
Rah.

Okay, I'm seriously bored.
I hate doing maths, it gives me headache.
Somehow I just don't quite get what Ms Ong is saying.
Just like Vannesa, I've lost focus in EVERYTHING.
To the extent that I've forgotten to take my lunch ._.

Forget it, I'll end here.
Bye fellas, hopefully I'll be better. Hopefully.

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such distain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight,
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

Yours Sincerely,

2:24 PM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

♥Though hope is frail, but its hard to kill.

Hello!
Sec 1 CCA recruitment today.
Hmm, performed Short People and When You Believe.
They were quite well done, according to the teachers, though I heard people singing out of tune for When You Believe.
So, well done choir! <3

Stayed in school to slack with Jiaxin, and talked about alot of things. (=
Love you to the core! <3
Told her I stead with Priscilla, she got a shock.
Did something real bad to yie, feeling quite guilty now.
But don't you think that you're too much yesterday?
Forget it, like he'll reply anyway.

YISIN SUCKS, dear can't go mah.
Does it matter that much, that you have to bang the table and leave?
So fucked!
FAMILY PROBLEMS, DOES HE EFF-ING UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF THAT?
Damn him, ruined my mood.

Making this a very summarised post, 'cause I have to off the comp soon.
)=
Bye, fellas!

Yours Sincerely,

9:26 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

♥Even we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away.

Why, is love so torturing.
Can't he just smile at me, rather than giving me the diao look and eventually look away.
Rah, I hate this.
Leaving me alone proves that you love me?
Or the so-called love that we've been talking about last year?
Does walking away helps to strengthen our relationship?
NONSENSE!.

Anyway, I've been talking nonsense since I've reached home.
Mum thinks I've been possessed.
Got a cut for no reason, talk to her sounding as if I'm half dead.

Marcus is crazy.

marcus. says:
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian,
ﺕgєяаıdıиә Danny Jones! ❤ says:
why why why why why why why why?
marcus. says:
dont know dont know dont know dont know dont know dont know dont know.
ﺕgєяаıdıиә Danny Jones! ❤ says:
wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth
ﺕgєяаıdıиә Danny Jones! ❤ says:
okay, this is worse than doing tongue twisters with Zhao Sen
marcus. says:
vuglar vuglar vuglar vuglar vuglar vuglar vuglar vuglar vuglar.
marcus. says:
whose zhao sen zhao sen zhao sen
ﺕgєяаıdıиә Danny Jones! ❤ says:
nvr nvr nvr nvr nvr nvr nvr nvr nvr nvr nvrnvrnvrnvrnvrnvrnvrnvrnvrnvrnvrnvrnvrnvr
ﺕgєяаıdıиә Danny Jones! ❤ says:
some weird chinese teacher that came from china
ﺕgєяаıdıиә Danny Jones! ❤ says:
he spent the whole lesson today doing CHINESE tongue twisters
marcus. says:
lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol
marcus. says:
must be boring eh?
ﺕgєяаıdıиә Danny Jones! ❤ says:
definitely!
ﺕgєяаıdıиә Danny Jones! ❤ says:
what happen to you?
ﺕgєяаıdıиә Danny Jones! ❤ says:
alamak
marcus. says:
why????
marcus. says:
im just bored bored bored bored bored bored.
ﺕgєяаıdıиә Danny Jones! ❤ says:
cheh cheh cheh cheh cheh cheh cheh

Such a lame conversation with a lame person.(Sorry Jac! =X)

Yours Sincerely,

8:54 PM

♥All the riches baby, won't bring what your love can bring.

Rah, back to school today )=
Thankfully I didn't get caught for anything (=
Phew!

Classroom's on the forth floor, a waste of time.
Sitting next to Vannesa for the time-being(hope not)
Mr Preston Tay for Form/PE teacher.
Ms Lindy Ong for Math.
Mr Yap for Physics(:
Mr Anthony Tan for Chemistry(:
Miss Juliana Lee for English(:
Mr Zhao for Chinese =D
Mr Das for History <3

That's it, I think.
I'm going to LOVE History lessons, lah!
Mr Das is like sooo fun! (=
You look cheeky!
You look innocent!
Hah!
Totally fun!

Mr Preston Tay is quite boring.
Hah, I'm in charge of cleanliness.
All because of Juzhong, damn him.

Zhao Sen is super-ly boring, lah!
Tongue-twister, story of his life.
Like, sian toot (=

Miss Lindy Ong was the worst!
She started lessons proper!
Rah! SICKENING!
Bias-ly bias.
I like sitting cross-legged in class, that's my way of studying better.
Why should she care?
)=

Mr Anthony Tan and Mr Das is the best, so far.
Hopefully the rest would be like them (= (which I totally doubt so)

Had choir today, rather boring.
Didn't bring any scores!
(= Smart.

Performing for Sec One orientation tomorrow, hope we'll do well.
Jiayou choir! (:
Hah, I'm the page-turner for Jollyn.
I'll turn the page when she nods her head.
LOL!
There will be miracles, when we believe...
Like so nice! Choir go! (:

Thank you Jiaxin (x 15845238) for the lovely letter, really appreciated it =D
I'll write back, soon.
Hah! How I wish I could still cherish him, we're drifting apart.
In fact, we're like strangers, like nothing ever happened between us before.
Why do we breathe sex like lovers and live like enemies...
I don't know why, I want to know why.
But at the same time, I'm afraid to know why.

Feeling so emo, got cut twice ._.
First day of school, that's my day.
How to past through the remaining year, can someone tell me how...

Yours Sincerely,

7:16 PM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

♥I'd rather you be mean than love and lie.

Limited use of comp )=
12.20pm to 1.20pm.
Rahhhh, 1hour is totally not enough!

School's reopening tomorrow, luckily my uniform are ironed (=
Don't wanna wear crumpled uniform to school on the very first day, so embarassing!
Shall pack my stuffs and look for a decent book to bring tomorrow (=

Cyberganda still not done )=
I'll give up, just like Vera and Jovina.
Hopefully John Chen doesn't do too, 'cause he told me that he's doing(which I totally doubt so)
No more late nights, waking up after 11 )=
3months more till the next holiday, I'm looking forward to that.

Tuition tonight, don't feel like going anyway.
Like what Sam says, it's the last day of holidays, we should enjoy it.
Decide later then.
STUPID MP3 JUST CAN'T CONNECT!
I WANT SONGS!
)=

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you say
Do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you mean
Do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home still thinking we're together
I wanted our love to last forever

I was believing in you

I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

Dont love and lie
I'd rather hear the the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
Baby don't you break my heart slow

Yours Sincerely,

12:27 PM

Monday, January 01, 2007

♥I'll make you this vow and promise you now.

They say in this world, nothing lasts forever
But I don't believe that's true.
'Cause the way that I feel, when we're together,
I know that's the way I'll always feel for you.

Gah, bored.
Mummy brought us to Tampines Mall (=
Saw many people, Hillary, Ethel, Gerald(?) and gang, Candy, can't really remember lah.
But I doubt they saw me anyway.

Bought a new belt (= From X-craft.
Had Pizza-Hut for lunch.
Was looking for an orange pencil case, but couldn't find anything )=

Just came home from a feast =D
Crab, prawn, fish, rice.
Rawrrrrrrrrrr, I've gained 2kg todayyyyyyyyyy!

Jervis had a haircut, and he said he looked like Ah Wang (=
Gah, should I do Cyberganda??????????????????????????
Rah! School's reopening in 1plus plus day's time!!!!
)=

From now until forever,
That's how long I'll be true
I'll make you this vow and promise you now
Until forever, I'll never stop loving you.

There'll come a day when the world stops turning,
And stars will fall from the sky
But this feeling will last when the sun stops burning.
All I want to do is love you until the end of time.

From now until forever,
That's how long I'll be true
I'll make you this vow and promise you now
Until forever, I'll never stop, never stop, I'll never stop loving you.
It's gonna take more than a lifetime,
to give you all my love,
all the love I feel for you tonight.

That's how long I'll be true
I'll make you this vow and promise you now
Until forever, I'll never stop loving you.
You
Until forever, yeah
I'll never stop loving you

Yours Sincerely,

10:02 PM

♥Happy Oh Seven!

Oh Seven is here! (=
2006 is over already, so quickly.

It wasn't a very good year actually, full of, heartbreaks?
Shouldn't elaborate more on that.

School reopening in 2days time, lots of work not done.
Geography, book reviews, newspaper reflections, Cyberganda, Math paper 1/2.
Gosh, how am I gonna finish all that in 3days time?
Plus I lied to my mum that I've finished all of them )=

New year Resolutions.
1, no more relationships (=
2, no more lying to mummy (=
3, hand in homeworks on time(which I doubt I can) (=
4, no more pc (=

That's all for now, can't really think much.
Lack of sleep (=
Bye folks!

Yours Sincerely,

10:53 AM